zzz :DD [used]

2008-05-09T23:27:00.001+08:00

2007-11-09T16:53:00.001+08:00

blahs !
im tired x/
ii wanna jumpjumpjump. xD

that shows how bored am ii x/
rarhs !

&ii miss celeste ! xD
come back to singapore ehs.
so ii gort someone to talk to.
im really bored now !
haa !
&love her loads cans xD
for everything.
esp. during that period of time. :D

&thanks jesny for peii-ing me just now.
if yoo arent there, think ii will be kinda lost.
:D

&sheila thanks for th concern xD
ii wanna learn drum xD
drum drum drum xD
haa !

&edwin ! yupuyps.
dont care what others say.
just be myself XD
haa !
&cheerups too lar :D
dont think bout that prob thn emo xD
my shifu ehs.
emo thn ii osho you yang xue yang xD

wwen ! thanks lar :D
haa !
miss yoo too cans.
ii wanna eat seoul garden agains xD
haa !

apple ! thanks :D
&next time go gym.
ii wanna jian fei xD
haa ! :D

victor ! gor thanks hors xD
haa ! &ii want my prezzie xD
haa !

shihao ! thanks for everything lar :D
haa !

chiew ! never minds.
next time brown sugar machiatto xD
ii dont noe why ii keep saying black sugar machiatto.
loll. stm ler.
:D

im me !
nth's gonna change xD
im going to stay strong, no matter what happens. :D

choir camp next week xD
yays xD
&danson coming to singapore xD
oh my gosh !
ii really carnt wait xD
haa !

ps. sorry, iiloveyoo.

2007-11-09T01:46:00.000+08:00

whees xD
im happy now lar :D
haa !
yays xD
im back in th happy mood. :D
thanks guys for everything.
esp. when ii gave yoo guys attitude.
ii really didnt mean it. :D
love yoo guys loads cans :D
for everything.
&ii wanna see danson.
yays xD
next sat can see him :D
finally :D

2007-11-07T19:54:00.001+08:00

haiish. how bad could that be.
went out wit celeste, sat at yishun mrt station there.
was drinking &chating. haiish.
who noe, saw them.
ii felt lik going up &explain things.
instead ii ran away, haiish.
&ii cried.
walked hm, &ii cried.
why do ii keep crying ?
why am ii a useless person ?
why carnt ii just face th fact ?
why carnt ii just be nort as weak ?
why carnt ii just be strong ?
why carnt ii just have a normal life ?

one part of me says,
dont care bout them,
&forget him.
anort ii will be more disappointed even more,
give up everything.
im humiliated until liddat,
nobody understands,
nobody.
they put all th blame on me,
ii dont blame them.
in their eyes, im unworthy.
in their eyes, im just someone who aint a real friend.
in their eyes, they dont see my tears.
in their eyes, they dont see my pain.
ii just wanna runawayy.
to a far away land,
away from all th pain,
away from everything.
ii just wanna escape everything.
ii carnt take it anymore,
ii really carnt.
im really that weak.
inside me, im trying to stay strong,
telling myself it aint my fault,
why must ii still blame myself,
why must ii torture myeslf.
why ? anyone can tell me.
its been hell, ystd.
so much of disappointment in a day.
ii really hope ii did have th courage to go up,
explain things, be it in th end what will happen,
ii dont care, ii really dont want things to be liddat.
ii dont want th friendship to end here,
ii really dont wish.

th other part of me, telling me,
its my fault, my wrong.
ii taught bad things to other peopl.
its my fault, my wrong,
to make more friends.
its my fault, my wrong,
for asking things that gort nth to do wit me.
its my fault, my wrong,
for being a messenger.
its my fault, my wrong,
for liking him.
its my fault, my wrong,
for replying him wit attitude.
its my fault, my wrong,
for going to yishun mrt.
its my fault, my wrong,
for everything.
its my fault, my wrong,
for they also said its mine.
its my fault, my wrong,
for wanting things to be alright,
when ii carnt do anth.
its my fault, my wrong,
for crying.
its my fault, my wrong,
for being so close wit them.
its my fault, my wrong,
for causing two cousins to argue that badly.
its my fault, my wrong,
that ii dont have th courage.
its my fault, my wrong,
for just what ii have done.
let them blame it on me.
let them say how bad ii am.
let them say everything they wanto.
cos in that way,
their friendship will be fine.
even if ii get hated,
really.

ii really hope really hope,
barney could console me.
ii really hope really hope,
barney could say it aint my fault.
ii really hope.
it will be real nice,
to at least know that he could console me.
it will be real nice if that would happen.
would that happen ?

2007-11-06T20:27:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA !
im th happiest person in th whole wide world.
lik what th fuck mans.

bud before reading,
hope yoo will stand in my shoes.
in my point of view.
&nort saying how ii suck or whatsoever.
&get pissed off or smth liddat.

first, ii just helped my gor(a) ask another guy(c).
if he tml gort go out to kbox wit his classmates.
ii didnt noe that this is wrong.
ii really dont noe.

secondly, my friend(b) said ii dislik him.
cos ii didnt ask him out to go kbox.
when ii didnt even ask his friend out to kbox.
&ii was accused.
yea right.
ii LOVE that feeling man.
ii treat him as my real good friend.
a person ii can trust,
pour out my troubles to.
ii thought he understood my situation,
my feelings for everything.
ii was so wrong.
if ii really did go to kbox,
ii really would call yoo.
ii wont break my promise.
yoo can ask celeste.
she noe ii would ask yoo.
cos ii asked her to go to,
&ii included yoor name too.
yoo noe me for a few mths ler.
yoo should noe how ii am bar.
if yoo really regretted yoo never listened to his advice,
so be it, ii dont wanna noe, ii dont give a damn to it.
yea, im that 1person, whom never had appear,
none of this would have happen.

thirdly, ii was scolded by my another gan gor(d).
fine lar.
im just a cheap bytch to yoo.
bud have yoo ever,
in yoor life stand in my position ?
have yoo.
if yoo are me,
yoo get accused by this whole damn world.
&now what.
yoo too, my gor ?
fine, ii admit ii lik yoo.
yoo noe it, bud its all in th past ler.
from th begining until now,
ii treat yoo as my gor.
from that day ii asked yoo to be my gor.
ii swear.
ii dont have any motives,
&ii am nort faking.
ii just dont understand,
why ? just why, do we keep quarrelling.
ii dont lik this.
im tired of this.
ii dont wanna go back to th past.
th past was real scary,
somewhere ii never ever wanted to be there agains.
at that point of time, ii carnt stop crying,
ii tried all methods.
ii carnt stop still.
yoo never seen those tears,
yoo dont understand.
yoo told yoor friends bout how ii msg yoo,
those vulgarities, &how ii argued wit yoo,
how at fault ii was.
ii tried to sound alright when ii heard it.
bud yoo noe how it hurts ?
at least think if what if really th girl yoo lik treated yoo liddat.
what if ?
do yoo think would it hurt ?
fine, im nth bud a troubl maker.
a person, yoo detest.
a person, whom carnt ever get back yoor trust.

fourth, that guy(c) whom ii help my gor(a) ask him,
is he going to go kbox.
im humiliated infront of him.
&ii didnt even talk to him.
only since ystd.
yea, ruined friendship.

fifth, my gor(a) dont want anth to do wit cchy peopl.
cos he think its all his fault.
it aint, why carnt he stop blaming himself.
when ii was crying lik mad at 3am,
he peii-ed me until 4am,
when he still have to wake up at 6am.
all this, nort anyone could do it.
&now isnt it th same as abandon me ?

&now im crying lik dont noe what crap.
do anyone understands.
ii really really carnt take it.
each of th three peopl means smth to me.
even that friend.
&ii mean it.
yoo may think im faking, bud seriously,
each single word, ii mean it.
if really ii did say anth wrong,
im sorry.
ii dont wanna argue anymore.

&thanks shihao,
pls, dont blame yoorself.
cos ya, everything is already liddat.
put th blame on me, everything is now okays.
just go back &patch wit them lar. okays ?

&thanks dear,
for being there when ii was crying during th afternoon,
&listening to me.

&thanks norvin &shafiq,
for trying to help me clear my name.
bud ii dont want yoo guys to argue or whats.
ii rather myself to be hated.
thn yoo guys to quarrel.

&thanks jiahui, sandra, edwin, victor.

&if yoo think ii still have th mood to laugh,
or fake, or just write out some crap out on my blog.
up to yoo.
ii dont care.

2007-11-06T02:20:00.001+08:00

seriously, ii carnt sleep. )x

hope he tml will do well xDD
heh !
overall too lars :D

did a drawing,
cos ii gort nth else better to do.
blahs !
shant post out, mayb some other time. :D

leave out all th rest,
when yoo feel empty,
keep me in yoor memory. :DD

当你微笑着我，
那时候，
世界突然间静止一分多钟。
那一个 moment 怎么去形容。

&th way yoo look at me,
yoo seemed to noe what ii thinked bout yoo.
;D

2007-11-05T23:54:00.000+08:00

im boredd !
how how how !
nth to do x/
blahs !

finefine.
ii shall say what my gor say.
he forced me -.- !

he say that kong long gonna graduate ler. ):
thn jurassic park 5 limited edition,
human edition too, come out ler.
cos gort that kong long to go act in it.
loll.
&he said that barney th advertisement,
only gort barney.
bud now have barney 2 limited edition,
human edition too, come out ler.
loll.
how lame could he be :x
haa !
&orange mushroom just accidentally transformed to a human.
loll.
&somemore they are th same show.
with one solo actor.
-.-
thats lik soo lame.
&he forced me to write that XD
cos ii gort nth to do.
loll.

bud ii think the kong long very cute lar.
cos is barney version xD
heh ! ;D

Barney is a dinosaur from our imagination
And when he's tall
he's what we call a dinosaur sensation

Barney's friends are big and small
they come from lots of places
after school they meet to play and sing with happy faces

Barney shows us lots of things
Like how to play pretend
ABC's, and 123's
And how to be a friend

Barney comes to play with us
Whenever we may need him
Barney can be your friend too
If you just make-believe him!

it makes me think of my childhood memories xD
haa !
ii miss those times xD
ii still rmb cupboard still have barney th vcd.
which ii bought when ii was lik such a child. :D

iimisshim ):

2007-11-05T20:41:00.000+08:00

so what now ?
ii told yoo before,
if yoo aint free that day,
dont ask me out,
&in th end,
having some other programes.
&im really tired of this.
ii thought that it will be th last time.
so what is it this time ?
yoo told me yoo gonna lie,
ii mean no offence,
ii noe it is a bad thing.
bud is yoo suggested it.
thn now eh ?
yoo say yoo need to pack yoor stuffs.
&lik hello ?
yoo are going overseas lik 3days later.
&if yoo carnt go out tml,
do yoo think yoor mum will allow yoo to go out on wed ?
ii mean lik totally no offence.
ii had enough of it.
put yourself in my shoe,
&see how it feels.

2007-11-05T16:48:00.000+08:00

tag repl !

siao kia !
linked :D

post !

blahblahblahs !
yipee xD
hahs (:
&lallallas ! xDD
heh heh.
still carnt forget that thurs.
its lik soo paisehs lors.
thn he lik noe ...
rarhs !
blahs ! :DD

today was rotting at hm lar.
had KFC for lunch.
thn talk to jiahui.
&she crapped lik soo much :D
haa !
thn talk to norvin.
thanks lar nor.
&&tml going back sch for fun, to meet norvin.
thn gonna meet celeste :D
thn after that go plaza sing,
thn suntec.
to get my jay chou disc.
hope tml could get it tho :D
haa !

2007-11-05T00:45:00.000+08:00

haiish.
is it outside that is raining,
made me think much,
or was it me,
who just think too much.
):

ystd he said 1sentence,
when ii heard it,
ii was lik dai zhu.
kinda happy. :D
at least he aint that dao. :D

he may noe my existence,
bud he may nort noe my thoughts.
bud seriously ii do lik him.
he heard bad stuffs bout me,
how crazy ii was.
bud no matter what,
im following my heart.

she said ii was using him as a sub of him.
ii disagree luh.
ii treat him as a gor, purely.
&he, he is much different than him.
what she did really made me, that card,
kinda make me think.

sometimes ii think as a friend,
ii didnt do my part.
when she cut herself,
she already felt pain enough.
&troubled,
why am ii just so inconsiderate ?
&go slap her for doing such a thing.
even tho, im trying to discourage her.
when ii was crying,
she was there to comfort me.
when ii was doing a wrong act,
she supported me,
resulting in a loss of friendship.

think she noe who she is bar.
thanks &sorry !
haa ! (:
&no more arguements ler okays ? :D

2007-11-04T15:40:00.000+08:00

tag repl !

celeste !
ya lar.
yoo msg me at 7am.
thn ii woke up.
thn went back to sleep :x
hahs (:
&tues on ?

post !

yays xD
im lik soo happy cans xDD
shant say much. XDD
heh heh ! (:
hee !

im boredd !
just finish watching summer x summer.
danson is lik oh my gosh !
everything a guy could be.
said that once ii guess.
&ii wanna see him.
ii wanna see him.
ii wanna see him. !
haa !

haiish.
iim starting to get bored of this holis.
ii miss 2G.
ii miss 2G.
ii miss 2G.
ii really want time to stop, sometimes.
lik a time machine.
ii really want to go back to sch wit 2G.
2years tgh.
say short, yoo noe im lieing.
say long, it aint that long.
bud th times tgh, are really memories,
ii wont forget.
during chalet.
staying in a bugalow for 2days, 1night.

ii didnt used to go wit 2G peopl.
ii aint that close wit them.
bud that chalet stay,
ii had alot of memories.
biking on th 2person bike, wit deb.
staying up late,
having breakfast tgh at mac...
before going hm.
next year, everyone is going to part.
&each of us, we noe.
we definitely wont be as close as this year.
haiish.

hey peeps of 2g.
if yoo are seeing this.
ii soosoo miss 2g.
everyone means smth.
no one is unimportant.
still rmb 1g`06 class tee.
wit some changes,
43souls , 1heart.
&that heart will be our class.
hope this chalet,
everyone will have a good memory,
cos that will be th last time we are going to be tgh,
in this year`07.

2007-11-03T23:20:00.001+08:00

ee !
gosh, its cute ! xDD
hee !

2007-11-03T22:31:00.000+08:00

tag replies !

siao kia !
orh ookays.
loll.

wwen !
loll.
nono.
mushroom better !
more impt thn road :x
oops :x

crystal !
helloo backs :D

post !

yays xD
ystd smth happen.
&im lik soo happy cans :D
doubt anyone noe what happen.
hee !
ta shi ke ai de ! :D

nth much happen today.
just some misses ):
blahs !
mushmush ! xD

2007-11-02T22:05:00.000+08:00

tag replies !

jesny !
sorrys lar.
abit lazy tag at times :D
yays !
tang yu zhe coming.
tang yu zhe coming.
tang yu zhe coming.
must peii me go airport xD
loll.
yipee !
thn go jie ji ! xD
hahs (:

shawn !
yea.
yoo should noe yoo are a baddie.
xD
da huai ren !
&yoo soo "clever" ehs.
just now havent type finish.
acci sent to yoo ler.
lik real cans.
ii go rebond cos of orange mushroom.

post !

ii look left &right.
no mushroom ):
haiish.

today gort disturb by ;
celeste tan si min.
at 0730 am.
&im lik sleeping while typing th sms.
carnt slept last night.
listened to linkin park.
Leave Out All The Rest xD
that song verynice xD
hee !
after that today went out wit celeste :D
went to northpoint.
thn causeway.
ate pasta mania xD
loll.
thn celeste keep giving mushroom.
&went round finding jobs.
thn went j8.
find jobs.
thn went mos burger.
$3/h.
loll.
thn back to northpoint.
thn went popular.
thn celeste peii-ed me wait for bus :D
thanks dear !
thn went hm.
changed to slippers.
thn walk fastfast to th salon.
thn rebond hair.
sit until wanna sleep x/
after that reached hm round 9plus.
&ii carnt wash my hair for 2days.
wonder how will it be lik.
&my mum going to perth lik 2days later.
boohoo !
somemore she gonna celebrate her burfdae alone.
:x
loll.
&yipee !
im staying in singapore.
aint going to m'sia ! xD
loll.
thats all. :D

2007-11-01T22:09:00.000+08:00

tag replies !

shawn !
loll.
yoo gort that good mehs ?
unbelivabl :D

wwen !
sorrys lar. :D
just dont want others to see.
bud anyways,
told yoo th method to see ler whats. :D

celeste !
loll ?
lame ! xD
how x(
om really lik very sad liddat.
wanna console him.
haiish.

post !

blahs !
haiish.
ii wanna talk to mushroom.
):

practically spent my day rotting at home.
yipee !
danson tang yu zhe coming to singapore.
lik oh my gosh cans.
rarhs !
im lik sooo happy cans.
wait lik soo long.
finally can see him.
he lik soo cute &shuaii &hot :D
everything a guy could be :D
&ii carnt wait.
xD
tml going out wit celeste. :D
blahs !
&iimissm ):

2007-10-31T23:23:00.000+08:00

haiish.
why his pm liddat ner
what happen ner ?
haiish.
noe smth happened between him&her bar.
ii thought she brighten his day.
thn why now liddat ner ?
haiish.
thn gor dont wanna help me ask.
haiish.
ii just dont wanna see him soo sad.
haiish.
ii wanna console him.
bud ii just carnt.
ii dont even dare to talk to him.
haiish.
hope he can be happy bar.
doubt he noe im talking bout him bar.
bud neverminds.
wish he could be happy.
&iiwannabewithim

2007-10-31T19:00:00.000+08:00

tag repl !

shawn !
lamer :b
yoo should go be clown mar.
thn can entertain peopl.
better than laming :b
loll.

post !

blahs !
iimissm ! ):
虽然你可能不懂我的存在，
可是我不想看到你那么伤感，
因为我会难过。

spent my day rotting at hm.
zzzz.
watched whywhylove, 换换爱.
aww, its touching &sweet.
&ii cried.
=/
blahs !
yays xD
fri going out wit celeste.
&gonna reborn hair :D
yipee !
loll.
&ii gort nth else to write ler bar.
loll.

2007-10-30T17:35:00.000+08:00

tag replies !

chong ying !
eh orh.
relink asap. :D

shawnie !
dont be lame cans.
loll.
uh narh uh narhs.
yoo th bad-est.
xD
lol.

jarri !
finefine.
my fault.
eh think com gort prob. :x
loll.

post !

blahs !
ii wanna see !
rarhs !
ii wish ;D
th special one ;D

slept round 2am.
carnt sleep well.
went to my biao zeh wedding.
very long never see her ler bar.
almost 2years.
th food is nice ;D
loll.
this morning wake up round 8am.
thn ii was lik oh my tian !
gosh, im lik soo late.
rushed out of th hse.
went to khatib mrt station.
thn met wwen ; chiew ; sandra.
after that went to meet jiahou ;D
thn went to sch.
after that hand in form.
thn went to chiew house :D
thn slacked in her rm.
thn sandra painted my nails :D
hahs. (:
thn ii painted wwen's one.
after that polish nails.
thn tie each others hair.
loll.
thn after that had lunch.
udon :D
&chiew's mum is nice !
hahs. (:
after that slacked.
watch teevee !
thn baking time :D
baked cookies &cupcakes :D
&its lik very chocolate-y.
after that we do until we all went out &slack instead.
left chiew there doing.
after that watched teevee straight.
&tie hair agains :D
&ii laughed lik soo ...
:x
thn went hm round 1630.
&it is fun xD
&thanks chiew for th poster :D
&sorrys for being bossy tho.
dont noe why today mood abit over high.
blahs !

&iimissm ):

2007-10-28T14:27:00.001+08:00

tag replies !

jarri !
thanks !
eh ii aint a kid.
loll.
bud ii hoped to be a kid.
bud ii noe that is soo impossibl.
loll.

jiahui !
applepie !
hahs (:
ookays !
c'ya on thurs :D

shawnie !
yoo badguy mar.
cos yoo da huai ren mar.
forget ler ar ?
:x
loll.

post !

ii really dont noe what ii want.
haiish.
=/

slept at 3plus last night.
&thanks norvin &shihao !
&jarri too.
woke up arnd 1300.
&parents bought breakfast.
eh nono.
should be lunch.
loll.
thn whee !
yipee !
most likely gonna change fone today.
yays xD
ii have waited lik so so so long.
&yays xD
finally !
loll.
okays ii noe im retarded.
loll.
&everything seems better after crying &sleeping. :D

&if ever someone lik yoo.
if yoo wanna go tell others.
pls make sure that th someone doesnt noe.
that yoo went to tell others.
cos it aint a good feeling knowing that many others noe.
any arguements or what.
its lik such small things.
yoo dont need to go around
&go announce to th whole wide world rights ?
show others th msg she msg yoo.
tell her bad attitude to yoor other friends.
tell how bad she suck at things.
think bout her feelings cans.
&deep down she was hurt.
bud she could do nth bud crying.
she didnt noe whom to talk to.
&if yoo really do dislik her.
dont bother to ask why was she sad or emo.
she doesnt need yoor concern.
&she doesnt need yoo, bastard.
&she is sure of it.
&thanks mans.
for hurting her deep.
&giving her all those false hope.
yoo are such a nice guy mans.
what th hell.
put yoorself in her shoes, nice guy !

*&note th sacrastic-ness tho.

2007-10-27T21:26:00.000+08:00

tag replies !

sandra !
loll.
hahs (:
wont miss out yoo.
really will miss yoo guys loads.

shawnie !
what ! rarhs !
finefine.
yoo "very nice" :D
hahs (:
loll.
&ii lazy do.
gort time thn do :b

yanchiew !
hahs (:
[copy&paste]
"hahs (:
wont miss out yoo.
really will miss yoo guys loads."
&ii mean it :D

ting !
zeh. :D
relink asap kays ? :D
tc !
loveya loads :D
&enjoy yoor holis too :D

post !

blahs !
im boredd !
hope that orange mushroom didnt ... bar.
ii dont wish that to happen !
rarhs !
lik duh !
who would wish if ... ... .
shant say much.

woke up around 12. :D
thn practised piano.
after that lunch-ed.
&oh my tian !
ii mixed up my date.
it should be next week my lesson will start at 1445.
instead ii thought it was from today onwards.
&my piano lesson should be 1430.
&ii was lik soo late.
reached there at 1510.
&lesson was lik less than 10mins ?
blahs !
after that went out wit mum :D
shopp-ed :D
bought 2pair of shoes :D
&ii lik it mans :D
after that bought an fbt shorts.

&im lik soo desperate for a job.
&ii mean badly.
even tho ii dont noe why.

&oh ya !
ii wanna be back a kid.
at least there is no stress.
no need to think that much.
how ii wished.
life is much better.
at least much happier.
wit much laughter.

&ystd was lik soo retard.
sat on th small machine.
for children.
somemore it is barney xD
loll.
cos ii told wwen to sit.
thn instead ii sat.
thn she went off.
without me.
blahs !
&it is lik soo retarded lurs.
cos gort a projector.
&a sensor thingy.
at j8.
&we were lik playing it.
me&wwen :D
wit lik small kids.
they are lik soo cute !
blahs :D

&iiwanna learn drum ! drum ! drum !
badly !
went to danson tang blog.
&he was lik carrying drum.
&out of nowhere thought of the X-family again.
&ii wanna learn drum ! drum ! drum !
someone teach me will yoo ?
=/

2007-10-26T16:57:00.000+08:00

tag replies !

celeste !
yoo are th pervertic person :D
nort me xD

edwin !
helloo backs ! :D

shawnie !
loll.
okayokays.
dont yoo dare U-turn.
if yoo dare, ii smack yoor butt mans :D

jarridan !
thanks.
sorrys ehs.
think ii somewhat freak yoo out ystd.

post !

blahs !
ii want that orangey softtoy keychain.
blahs !
soo cute cans.
=/
rarhs !
hee !

woke up late.
ii wanna sleeeep more !
rarhs.
after that cheesecake for breakfast !
agains :D
yums !
thn morning assembl.
soo long cans.
seat until th leg very cramp cans.
th talk too long lurs.
thn melvin there complain.
very hot.
thn went to give mdm chen concent form.
yays xD
choir camp on 14nov to 15nov.
yipee cans xD
thn after that mdm chen talk bout 0 lvl music course.
blahblahs !
&oh my tian lurs !
th book sooo ex.
rarhs !
whatsoever.
after that went to sports hall.
for pe.
bout half of th class never bring pe shirt.
chatted.
:D
after that went back class.
use yoor hand campaign.
loll.
thn recess :D
played murderer in th lib ! :D
loll.
ii noe it is child-ish xD
whatsoever.
after that went back class.
thn slack.
&gort back report card.
&okay at least ii improved :D
loll.
blahs !
after that went khatib mac.
wit wwen ; sandra ; chiew ; deborah :D
eateat :D
thn very erxin lor.
they mixed :
lettuce ; mayo ; curry sauce ; milo ; sprite ; ice ; mcflurry &chilli sauce.
&they forced me to eat.
oh my tian !
&it taste :
first lik curry.
second lik chilli sauce.
&lastly mcflurry.
loll.
after that went to j8 :D
thn walkwalk.
&look for sandra bag.
loll.
its fun going out wit them :D
hahs (:

sorrys jesny !
ps yoo today.

&iim gonna miss 1G`06 2G`07.
&ii really do mean it.
even tho we aint as united as other class.
even tho ii aint that close wit others in th class.
bud still im used to having yoo guys in th class.
&ii will never forget it.
esp. wwen ; chiew &sandra :D

2007-10-25T21:01:00.000+08:00

can yoo kindly get outta of my mind.
please.
ii really had enough of everything.
ii dont wanna cry, bud why ?
th tears still fell, no matter how strong ii seemed to be.
in my mind, ii cant get yoor name out of my head.
even my dreams too.
&ii deceived myself.
deceiving my feelings.
deceiving my mind.
deceiving my heart.
no matter how much.
ii still carnt.
why am ii just so useless.
just a post.
a msn nick.
can make me cry.
carnt ii just stop crying.
nobody lik peopl to cry whole day long.
it is nth bud a crybaby.
carnt ii just stop, for once.
just move on.
dont be such an irritant to everybody.
nobody can stand it.

2007-10-25T16:51:00.000+08:00

tag replies ! :D

rongher !
helloo back jnr ! :D
thanks ? :D
c'ya in sch too :D

shawn !
yoo more zi lian lors.
ii hen shao zi lian.
&dont lie lurs.
walk past is wanna see her lors :b
loll.
yoo where gort soo good der. :x

post ! :D

blahs !
oh my tian !
cutee daos !
bud very paisehs.
rarhs !

yays xD
morning had cheesecake xD
yumyum !
hahs. (:
after that morning assembl gort check.
siiann !
after that went back to class.
thn have th Amath test.
thn only have 1hr only.
oh my tian !
diff from other class.
after that went to AVA room.
thn made th rocket.
made wit sandra :D
hahs (:
after that completed in 45mins or less
blahs ! :D
thn recess.
only have 15mins lurs.
thn borrowed money from celeste :D
thanks dear ! :D
hahs (:
thn hashbrowns :D
after that went to th field.
&launch th rocket.
funfun xD
wetwet toos.
bud who cares.
hahs (:
bud quite paisehs lors.
rarhs !
thn sandra go paste th stickers on other shirts.
soo funny cans.
loll.
thn th sun sooo big.
hothot sun xD
after that went back to AVA room.
thn theory part of th rocket thingy.
thn talk bout newton.
blahblah !
:D
thn back to class.
thn played polar bear.
bud too much peopl ler bar.
thn very diff to play.
loll.
after that chatted..
thn peii sheila go toilet slack.
:D
thn chatchat until bell ring.
thn went to find celeste.
after that go khatib.
in th end.
went back sch.
muahahaha :D
whee !
thn went to lib.
cos wanna find books for celeste book review.
oops :x
hee !
&oh my tian lar.
sooo paisehs.
blahs !
shant say what happen.
sshh !
its a secret :D
thanks to a book lar.
rarhs !
hahs (:
thn went to buy food :D
&sat at th usual place we used to sit.
&eat !
after that went back lib.
thn celeste wanna go.
thn tell her wait until im done wit my water.
&oh my tian.
veryyyy paisehhhh !
after that went to take 811 to northpoint.
thn take 804 to yishun lib.
thn find story book.
&celeste is sick ! :x
hee !
thn went to take 804 to yishun park.
after that hm :D
&ii carnt believe ii missed 2bus.
oh my tian.
was thinking bout what had happen.
rarhs !
&ta kan dao !
rarhs !
&thn home :D

&ta shi ke ai de ! :D
heehee ! :D

2007-10-24T17:05:00.001+08:00

tag replies ! :D

cq !
relink asap.
sorry.
tc !

shawn !
orh.
relink asap too.
:x
sorrys !

wwen !
eh. er.
ii answered that on msn ler.
is on his right.
&on yoor left.
&he doesnt look lik th chou ban of wuzun.
eh. in simpl.
he doesnt look lik wuzun.
bud he look lik dinosaur :x
oops :x

post ! :D

blahs !
yoo are th music in me.
taadaadaa ! :D

my 5o-th post :D
hee !

didnt went to sch today.
blahs !
rarhs !
stayed hm finished watching :

终极一家 the X-family.
oh my tian lurs.
finished ler. x/
after 55episodes.
sooo fast.
rarhs !
nearly cried when 大东 jiro wanted to sacrifice himself.
very gan dong cans.
thn in th show.
大东 family there all crying&hugging each other.
oh my tian cans.
唐禹哲 danson is shuaii der xD
lallalla !
hahs (:

黑唐瑪奇朵 brown sugar macchiato too.
nicenice.
very funny.
bud osho quite sad lors.
that time 鬼鬼 guigui thought she have cancer.
thn she kept avoiding 王子 wangzi even tho she lik him.
thn she still lock wangzi up wit another girl.
whom guigui thought wangzi liked.
cos she wanted wangzi to be happy&xinfu.
after that wangzi lik guigui.
after that their first date they went to th 棺材店.
eh funeral shop or smth liddat.
cos guigui thought she dieing ler.
thn she still ask wangzi help her choose guan cai.
thn wangzi cried when going home.
oh my tian.
thn guigui classmate soo funny lurs.
they give her :
zao cai mao.
hu shen fu.
dolly.
necklace.
crystal ball.
chinese medicine.
&wangzi gave her one strand of his hair.
oh my tian.
that part soo funny cans.
loll.
bud in th end.
guigui didnt have cancer.
is th hospital send th wrong health report.
loll.
&ii cried. =/
rarhs !
whatsoever.
&now how ii wish gort a sibling.
blahs !

okayokays.
should be nth ler bar.
gonna study for maths test ler.
:D

2007-10-23T17:32:00.000+08:00

tag replies ! :D

shawn !
eh lik yar ?
lik soo obvious rights ?
:D

jarri !
neverminds lurs.
loll.
&cheeups lurs.
from yoor post yoo lik very sad liddat.
&dont sleep too late.
bad for health too.
somemore now exam.
tc !

post ! :D

barney ! ;D
ii aint ms barney cans.
rarhs !

went back to class for morning assembl.
its lik sooo sleepy lurs.
after that d&t lesson.
mr lim come our class.
&went down to th workshop.
gort back our workpiece.
thn went up to th LT.
for subject combination talk.
thn me&chiew&wwen keep on talking.
after that police talk.
th policeman funny lurs.
go pull other peopl hair when catching peopl.
loll.
lameshyt xD
after that was recess.
ate :D
thn chi.
mdm teo talked to us.
quite interesting things lurs..
loll.
&all th way till sch end is slacking time xD
loll.
played polar bear agains.
:D

只要你需要我我会一直都在。大猪头 !
:DD

2007-10-22T17:09:00.000+08:00

tag replies ! :D

shihao !
orh.
loll.
ii noe ii wont waste my msg on him der lurs.
cos he lik will repl liddat.
rarhs !

shawn !
loll.
dont lameshyt xD
loll.
dont copy that whatever.
blahs !

post ! :D

yays xD
oh my tian !
hee !
barney is a dinosaur. :D
hehs (:

blahblahs !
slept at 4am.
wake up round 9am.
thn watch 黑糖瑪奇朵.
敖犬 is lik sooo cute lurs.
oh my tian ! xD
loll.
thn th part he&大牙 waiting outside th classmate house.
thn he tell 大牙 if yoo tired thn rest on my shoulder.
lik sooo cute lurs.
thn 敖犬 say he wanna do smth naughty wit 大牙.
he talk lik soo pervertic lurs.
bud very cute cans :D
loll.
&they two veryy sweeet ! :D
&th show lik sooo nice cans :D
very sweet ! :D

after watching until 10plus.
changed&went out.
went to mac to find jarridan &norvin.
thn sat there ; daydream.
thn after that anna &jiahui &kahay come.
thn went to chitchat wit them. :D
thn after a while thn go back to norvin that table.
thn watch them study.
after that they went to find shafiq &yh &zi ming.
thn jiu follow.
thn lik veryy weird. =/
rarhs !
bud who cares :x
loll.
heehee ! :D
thn norvin keep hit me.
soo childish :x
hahs (:
oops :x
after that wait for they all eat finish.
thn walked to sch.
after that shihao &me walk back to khatib.
bought bubbletea :D
&home.
after that continue watching 黑糖瑪奇朵 ! :D
hee !
thn drank campbell soup.
:D
mushroom&chicken sousp :D
hee !
nicenice !
still gort potato :D
lallalla !

&stupid norvin !
barney bi wo gao cans !
yoo dont anyhow luan luan jiang !
rarhs ! :b

orange mushroom cute cans ! :D
blahs !

2007-10-21T10:38:00.000+08:00

tag replies ! :D

jarri !
what tiko.
yoo lao tiko xD
loll.
hee !

ferris !
whatsoever.
loll.

celeste !
lameshyt xD
hahs (:
goodlucks for tues ehs :D
jiayoos ! :D

shawnie !
yoor fav mar.
everytime say fine.
thn yoo say yoo nort policeman.
how to fine ner.
loll.

post ! :D

im very hungryyyy ! =/
rarhs !
lols.

im boredboredbored.
nth better to do on a sunday.
bud ii dont noe why ii lik it tho :x
cos can slack whole day :D
loll.

2007-10-20T20:35:00.000+08:00

tag replies ! :D

celeste !
yups.
orange&limegreen XD
loll.
&ii book yoo ler hor ! :D
on thurs &fri :D
hahs (:

cheuktow !
relink asap.
tc !

sandra !
eh thanks for th tag ? :D
tc !

post ! :D

ii wanna see an orange mushroom :x
oops :x
teehees !
loll.

im boredddd !
at my jiujiu house.
&ii have gort nth much to do ehs.
rarhs !
other than watching teevee.
replying testiimonials.
nth to do ler.
rarhs !
&my fone no batt ler.
oh my tian !
rarhs !

&to that gor.
ii said sorrys twice.
ii noe ii gave yoo attitude.
yoo may think ii finding troubl or what.
bud if yoo had noe me well.
im liddat.
yoo can ask shawn norvin they all.
ii almost everytime liddat.
even if ii argue wit them.
less than a day we will confirm talk to each other.
ii just dont noe what yoo want.
ii said sorrys twice.
ii msg yoo.
yoo dont want repl.
ii carnt do anth.
thats all ii wanna say.

2007-10-19T18:26:00.000+08:00

blahs !
ii hate it mans.
lik helloo.
im trying to defend myself.
ii carnt stand getting scolded.
&ii carnt defend back.
yoo can say im childish or what.
ii dont give a damn to it.
ii dont wish to quarrel.
all ii noe ii aint in th mood to talk to anyone.
cos whatever ii say.
may hurt th friendship.
or whatsoever.
&when ii said alright.
deep down ii noe it aint alright.
&ii dont need yoor sympathy.

2007-10-19T16:36:00.001+08:00

tag replies ! :D

shihao !
loll.
neverminds ler lurs. :D
fan zhen my gor help me scold ler.
hahs (:
&neither could ii stand it too :D
loll.
that ... :D
dont wanna pollute my blog wit ... :D

andy !
eh thanks for th comment ?
tc !

ownz !
whatsoever.
lol.

wwen !
lameshyt lurs xD
anyways thanks ehs.
for reserving th sweets :D
tc !

yh !
fine whatsoever.
fine im th rat, th bytch.
whatsoever.
yoo wont understand it.
cos yoo never tried to cheer up someone.
&instead yoo gort scolded rat &bytch.
by some ridiculous person.
nort knowing who th hell is him or her.
whatsoever.
dont talk bout th past.
cos its history.
&thats what yoo told me.

shawnie !
aiyas gor !
next time just tag back as shawn ehs !
rarhs !
:D
finefine.
yoo at home.
dont say yoo nort policeman hors ! :D
tc !
quick come back ehs.
yoor afk super long ehs.
rarhs !

post ! :D

blahblahs !
im boredddddd !
boredboredboredbored !
blahs !
shawnie afk.
so its total boredom ! x/
rarhs !
jarridan never repl.
rarhs !
热情仲夏 is quite nice xD
it reminds me of 恶魔在身边。
its sweet cans :D
&very funny xD
loll.
ii wanna talk to that dao-ist :x
loll.
blahs !
rarhs !

&ii swear ii hate th past.

2007-10-19T10:39:00.000+08:00

blahs !
im boreddddd !
rarhs !
didnt went to sch.
&its soooo boringggg at home.
rarhs !
so lil peopl online.
thn that stupid shawnie dont noe at where.
rarhs !
blahs !

2007-10-18T21:58:00.001+08:00

blahs !
ii love this new skin.
okays nort exactly new.
changed th pic only.
&edited th layout.
&taadaa ! :D
oh my tian !
ii love it ! <3
its orange-y & limegreen-y :D
favs !
hee !
ii noe its very simpl.
bud thats what it is nice at. :D
blahs !

i love the way you make me smile
no-one's been able to do it in awhile

ii lik that two sentence ! :D
hehs ((:
thats all.
im sleeeepy ! :x
rarhs !
thats all :D

2007-10-18T15:38:00.000+08:00

tag replies ! :D

jesny !
loll.
sorrys link asap ? :D
love ya ! :D
ii wanna see fahrenheit =/

sotong !
ookays link yoo asap.
love mei ! :D

post ! :D

blahs !
iim lik soo fed up wit blahs !
bud who cares !
im still happy bout orange mushroom <3 ! :D
morning assembly. ii wanna sleep lik badly.
rarhs !
after that went through geog papers.
during geog. blahs.
thn after that sci lsn.
free period cos mdm yeo have th O lvl sci prac.
thn chatted &played polar bear :D
child-ness in me xD
loll. in us ! ii meant :D
recess :D
whees ! ii love it lurs :D
hehs ((:
loll :x
went to find norvin.
yea he is sweet lurs.
make such a nice photo xD
thanks nor ! :D
hahs (:
after that drink-ed.
&look at seowwen &sandra &yanchiew eat.
gort soo bored.
went to find norvin xD thn chat.
&he is soo guo fen lurs.
go throw my pri sch ezlink card or smth liddat to bryan.
wth.
rarhs !
&ii look soo oh my tian lurs.
thn went down.
find seowwen they all :D
thn went through chi paper during lit lsn.
whole class falling asleep lurs.
thn went through lit paper.
thn during maths.
did algebra worksheet.
blahs ! :D
sat wit chiew&sandra :D
chatted :D
after that during assembly lesson went through chi paper again.
oh my tian !
crapped &joke round wit chiew&sandra.
sang retarded songs xD
okays songs that are nice.
bud sang it retarded-ly.
laugh out loud :D
after that went to northpoint wit celeste.
ate mac.
yawn !
thn home :D
&what a nice time to reach home.
it was lik th person is fogging.
killing those harmful insects or pests.
or whatsoever yoo call them :D
laugh out loud :D
&it stinks :x
blahs !

to all those spammers out there.
if yoo wanna scold someone.
just use yoor name.
anort no matter how big yoo act.
yoo are even worst :D
whatsoever.
:D

ii hope my gor will smile &cheerup.
rarhs !
caused th troubl to him.
bud so whatever.
ii gort scolded.
he never help.
neither would ii give a damn.
cos ii noe he wont care.
at least they did care bout me.
at least they help me scold back.
at least think of how ii felt after getting scolded bar.

&to her.
hope he would just stop scolding him ler bar.
even tho partly may be his fault.
bud it is still his fault.
blahs !
hope they stay long bar.

oh my tian !
orange mushroom is cute !
&th smile is nice :D
hehs ((:
lallallas !
orange mushroom <3

2007-10-17T18:11:00.000+08:00

blahs !
whees !
yipee !
im happy today lurs.
&ssh !
its a secret :D
&it looks lik a mushroom :D
bud still is cute cans :D
hehs (:
bud ii dont noe whats wrong wit me.
bud ii dont care :D

morning assembly was lik falling asleep =/
after that was lit. ms teng talked lik for 1whole period.
thn chi.
ii lik it :D
yanchiew peii-ed me chat :D
&we two are mad over th X-family :D
we copied xia mei &its lik sooo funny lurs.
after that mr oh came in.
talktalktalk.
yawns :x
continue crapping wit chiew. :D
after that mr oh talked till recess.
thn it was maths.
gort back paper.
after that eng.
gort back paper.
&chatted after that. :D
after that ace.
instead of ace mdm yeo came in.
cos tml gort O lvl sci pract.
thn she no time.
thn gort back sci paper.
no comments tho :x
iilikmushroom :D
hehs (:
after that went to find sheila.
thn went to gladys class.
sat outside chat.
thn tcher come.
ask us shoo.
laugh out loud.
blahs !
thn went to find norvin they all.
super retard lors.
fancy walking to th netball court alone to take a shirt.
when th sun is lik soo big.
&including hot.
even tho ii sugested it :x
lazy to walk :x
loll.
after that lunch-ed.
&went to 7-11 to find gladys &inez.
after that each a cup :D
mango smoothie &aloe vera :D
its nice :D
thn sch.
after that sat outside.
chatted.
thn choir.
camp on 14 &15 :D
yays xD
loll.
looking forward tho :D
hahs (:
thn home :D
ii wanna watch th X-family ler.
so thats all :D

orange mushroom ! :D
&hope &wish ... :DD

2007-10-16T19:01:00.000+08:00

tag repl !

shawn !
lame lurs yoo.
sometimes tag s kor.
sometimes tag shawn.
lameshyt xD
yupyups.
that song.
dont lie ! :D
anyways that song is a nice song :D
fine.
dumbdumb :b

celeste !
lol.
lameshyt xD
yays xD
thn thurs go where ?

post !

blahs !
im tired. x/

rarhs !
just came back.
went out wit seowwen &sandra &yanchiew.
went bugis.
yc was late.
thn waited for her.
after that walkwalk.
thn sandra was hungry.
&went to seoul garden eat.
:D
we ate lik veryvery long.
&after that we are lik soo full.
ate for 3hours liddat :x
after that omg lurs.
rarhs !
blahs !
wont elaborate what happen.
after that went bugis street walkwalk.
&bought a beige short.
quite lik it tho :D
loll.
blahs !

ii just hope he could be happy.
&stop all those emo-ing.
haiish.

just why that bastard is that bastard.
yucks.
such a disgusting person.
dont deserve such a nice girl lurs.
&jealoused over such lil things.
still act big.
oh my tian lurs.
yucks.
nth bud a useless bastard lurs.

&seriously when ii could ii ever stop thinking already.
ii told myself nort to think.
bud ii carnt help to think.
ii dont noe why.

2007-10-15T21:12:00.000+08:00

tag replies !

shihao !
loll.
ii noe yoo aint an oyster.
yoo are a human being tho.
&ii noe yoo nort happy that im taller.
cos where gort peopl lik to have others taller than them.
&bu ke qi for th burfdae song.
&neither could ii stand th someone.
&our thinking are th same tho.
loll.
&ii wont call yoo dumb ler lurs.
&tml.
pls ehs.
dont rash.
dont want anth to happen.

jarridan !
dont lame lurs.
tag my blog.
use jarrified or whatsoever lurs.
dont use dumb hui cans.
&havent find lurs.

post !

fine ii dont noe why im posting again.
just feeling down.
haiish.
ii just dont noe what th hell is wrong wit me.
ii hate myself.
why am ii liddat ?
why ?
im nth bud an idiot.
ii do nth that is right.
all ii do is there emo-ing all day long.
&there thinking.
haiish.
all ii wish is that he &her could be tgh bar.
since she aint angry wit him anymore.
&he is smiling deep down from him heart.
bcos of her.

2007-10-15T16:20:00.000+08:00

tag replies !

shawn !
yoo shy ?
dont lie.
:D
okays that reminds me of th black eyed peas.
loll.
2more years very long ehs.
ii want now ehs :x
:D

celeste !
loll.
&anyways thanks lurs :D
thurs going out tgh ?
&&that dumbhui who tag is a dumbjar :D
loll.
loveya !

post !

blahs !
im tired.
rarhs !

just reach hm less than 1hour.
slept at 0530am & woke up at 1130.
&im lik very very sleeeeeepy.
x/
after that watch the X-family.
omg danson is sooo cutee.
blahs !
after that round 1315 left home.
started to rain.
&ii gort drenched.
rarhs !
&th bus was lik sooo cold lurs.
thn went ocbc find that dumb oyster :D
thn th dumb jar still at hm.
jiu go food court.
thanks shihao for th ribena :D
after that went to cubes.
bought takoyaki.
&omg lurs.
th sauce came out.
x/
thn after that jarridan bought old chang kee..
&went to take th bus 85.
went khatib wit shihao.
ate & drink-ed.
honeydew bubbletea :D
&walked all th way to yishun stadium.
&home. :D
&ii wanna go to bed.
im sleeeepy.
so thats all :D
hehs (:
&anyways shihao & jarridan !
thanks :D

2007-10-14T15:04:00.000+08:00

tag replies !

jarri !
dumb jar.
loll.
change skin ehs :D
&yo backs :D
hahs (:
im lik sooo bored lurs.
&ii aint lagging :D
is call im posting :D

celeste !
helloo backs :D
lol.
ii noe.
ii look more retarded cans :x
&anyways thanks for th use of yoor ...
told yoo this morning by msn ler.
thanks &sorrys ehs.
thanks for letting me use.
sorrys for using before asking yoo.
bud still ii love my dear ! :D
wed going out tgh ?
bud ii think ii gort choir ehs.
nort that sure.

S kor !
yea yoo are dumb :D
cos yoo speak soo lil :D
hahs(:
oops :x
loll.
ii want th bear ehs :x
loll.

jiahui !
applepie !
eh thanks ?
loll.
hahs (:
loveya too :D

wwen !
of course eeyore cute lurs :D
anort hang it on my bag for what ner ?
gort see th photo mar.
th small lil eeyore :D
hahs (:
thanks for that ehs :D
yupyups.
dont want to torture myself ler.
later have lesser brain cells.
thn die faster.
laugh out loud.
blahs ! :D
ii want tues to come faster :D

post !

blahs ! im boredd.
nth to do.
&&ii wanna buy blue tack.
or whatever it is being spell.
bud ii carnt go out.
ii wish &wish.
wit all my might that a bluetack will appear infront of me.
loll.
thats lik soo retard :D
bud whatsoever.
im too boredd ler lurs.
that dumb jar never repl.
blahs !
&ii have a craving for honeydew smoothie now.
rarhs !
&ii wanna go kbox.
blahs !
whatsoever neverminds. :D
tues going out to seoul garden ii guess.
dont noe say how many mth ler.
finally tues going :D
yays xD
&seowwen say go celebrate singles day.
ii noe that sounds retarded :D
bud we dont care :D
hahs (:
lallallas ! :D
ii wanna see danson.
ii mean lik real badly lurs.
so ii hope&pray he would come to s'pore.
for his album.
hope there will be a qian chang hui.
:D
&ii badly wish there is.
:D
&shihao !
stop saying danson is gay. :D
yoo more gay :D
hahs (:
loll.
dumbjar agreed wit shihao.
that copymaomao. :D
rarhs !
two gays xD
loll.
tml is monday.
no sch :D
yipee ! :D
cos of hari raya :D
meaning tml can sleep until lik very late :D
whees :D
&ii want to have th x-family dvd.
blahs !
bud it aint out.
so guess ii gotta wait bar. x(
rarhs !

2007-10-14T01:18:00.000+08:00

PS !
just what so ever.
he hates me.
&ii can do nth.
neither would ii give a damn
to what ever he is doing
or going to do anymore.
&ii swear.
:D
iim gonna treat myself much better.
than th past :D
mental torture by crying
really will make peopl mad tho.
&it aint worth :D

2007-10-13T23:51:00.000+08:00

ii still love limegreen ! :DD

blahs ! retarded !
yeayea ii love my eeyore ! :D

thats call wacky when nth else is better to be done.

thats by norvin ! :D thanks gor :D

ii noe its lameshyt xD

thats double hearts which links ! :D

cookies&cream crepe & mango crepe :D yum !

2007-10-13T23:39:00.000+08:00

tag replies !

celeste !
hahs (:
&ii wanna go kbox.
&ii meant badly !
:D

edwin !
shifu !
hahs (:
very long never chat ler ehs.
sorrys ehs.
ystd there abit sot.
cos still quite angry bout that thing tho.
anyways thanks for th concern xD
&goodlucks for EOYs results :D

andrew !
yea.
thn why unknowned tag my blog ?
ii dont think ii noe that person.
cos th only person ii noe that noes yoo is celeste.
&ii doubt any of yoor friends will coincidentally see my blog bar.
thats too coincidental tho.
bud whatsoever.
ii dont give a damn to it.

jarri !
dumb jar.
horny jar lurs yoo xD
&dont call me dumbhui.
cos ii aint dumb xD
hahs (:
jiayoos for Os :D

S kor !
lameshyt lurs yoo.
repl soo lil things only.
dumb gor xD
hahs (:

amanda !
hahs (:
helloo backs ? :D

post !

whees xD
no worries now ! :D

okays practically ii went out th whole day.
shop-ed.
&my legs are killing me.
blahs !
bud what matters is.
ii lik those things ii bout.

&ps. danson tang yu zhe is cute. :D

&hey ! ii noe he hates me :D

2007-10-12T16:58:00.000+08:00

tag replies !

andrew !
seriously rights.
if yoo wanna scold back celeste or th peopl who wrote at my tag board.
just use yoor real name & scold.
no need to ask yoor friend come my blog here spam.
&its lik soo irritating of yoor friend.
lik a chicken.
go spam other peopls blog.
dont dare to admit.
still come here act lik his or her blog.
for his or her information.
is MINE blog.
&if he or her dont noe what th hell had happened.
could he or she just shut her big fat mouth.
no one will call he or her dumb if he or she never spam.
&tell th unknowned.
if he or she wanna spam other peopl.
he or she could go make a web.
&get a tagboard from cbox.
&spam him or herself.
ii think that could really entertain he or she.
better than jumping to conclusion.
&boot-licking.
which ii find that soo disgusting.
want boot lick thn go lick th real boots lurs.
sorrys if my facts aint correct.

shawn !
whatsoever.
yoo good.

wwen !
uh narhs.
told yoo alort ler.
okays goodgood.
going out mum mum on tues xD

celeste !
hahs (:
loveya !

post !

blahs. !
haiish.

okays morning assembl is again weird.
blahs !
maths paper. mr tok took our class.
he is nice ! :D
gave us lik extra 5min :D
better thn nth.
after maths went to find celeste.
walked to khatib.
lunch-ed :D
&bubbletea ! :D
this time honeydew smoothie & aloe vera :D
nice !
after that train-ed to somerset.
went to the heeren.
bought shihao's tee for his burfdae.
late one day :x
bud who cares.
is th thought that counts rights ?
after that walkwalk.
&neoprints !
its lik soo pinky lurs.
somemore th light is lik light bulb der lors.
bumped my head into one of th light.
&it does hurt x/
after that went orchad cine.
walkwalk.
went to basement.
went to crepes &cream :D
had icecream wit crepes :D
&ii lik mango crepe.
is niceee !
mango-y :D
hahs (:
after that went to marina bay.
&all th way back to yishun.
thn went to northpoint.
went to th foodcourt find yong han ; norvin ; shihao.
thn gave shihao his burfae prezzie.
after that left.
went to popular.
peii celeste buy her water babies.
&back to food court.
chat wit norvin & celeste.
&practically just slack xD
after that walkwalk.
in circles lurs.
made me see stars.
laugh out loud.
thn celeste lost her ex-link card.
thn home :D
changed th outing wit seowwen ; sandra & yanchiew to next tues :D
&ii seriously dont want to go to m'sia or paris on th deepavali week.
cos ii dont want to go wit my dad to m'sia.
nor take a plane myself to paris to meet my mum.
ii rather stay at home.

haiish.
each&everytime things get worser.
more&more things happen.
more&more changes.
&peopl say friendship is th only ship that carnt sink.
bud my friendship is lost.
poof !
&byebye to it.
haiish.
yoo changed soo much that it seems ii dont noe yoo.
&ii changed too.
to someone ii aint familar wit.
&im beginning to hate it.
cos ii just carnt take it anymore.
if yoo dont care.
just leave me alone.
&dont care if its just cos yoo feel bad or whatsoever.
dont care if its others who tell yoo to care.
cos ii just want yoo to care cos im yoor friend nort for other reasons.
anort just leave me alone.

2007-10-11T18:20:00.000+08:00

tag replies !

s kor !
ii noe.
blahs !
finefine.
noe yoo guys aint dead.
still can jio yoo guys out :D
hahs (:

unknown & passerbyyys !
Laugh Out Loud.

unknowned !
just shut th fuck up & just scram.
dont talk lik ii give a damn to which bastard yoo are.
seriously ii dont care.
cos if yoo dare to type unknowned.
&nort daring enough to own up who are yoo.
yoo are nth bud a coward.
&seriously those friends or whoever deserves to be respected by me
wont type this type of name.
cos they gort nth to be afraid of.
unlik yoo.
nth bud a coward.
nahs ii think chicken suits yoo better bar.
go back to old mac donald's farm lurs.
&continue cluck-ing to yoor mother hen.
cluck cluck.
say peopl acting.
yoo even worst lors.
yoo aint anywhere better.

post !

blahs !
miss misses darlie x( !
blahs !

today shihao's burfdae ! XD
happy burfdae to yoo.
happy burfdae to yoo.
happy burfdae to shihao.
happy burfdae to him.
:D
hahs (:
sorrys ehs burfdae prezzie will late.
bud thanks for lik everything.
esp. when im always emo.
yoo always there.
thanks !
hahs (:

morning assembl is still weird.
blahs !
had sci paper.
no comments. x/
after that went to find celeste they all.
felt soo extra lurs.
blahs !
after that breakfast-ed.
at food court.
orded fish.
instead they gave me chicken.
loll.
after that go bk.
gastric agains.
haiish.
how ii wish ... will happen.
bud ii noe it is impossibl.
cos everything had changed alreadys.
since thn.
haiish.
after that felt lik going else where.
&nort mugging at bk.
thn told them wanted to go home.
went to th interchange.
wanted to chat wit norvin.
called him.
in th end called shawn.
&his hair is funny xD
thn norvin called.
he ask me go sch study.
thn at first wanted to go home.
cos bus come ler.
in th end he came interchange find me.
thn popular.
&sch.
&it was raining lik sooo heavily.
&my keychain is lost.
haiish.
blahs !
after that studied in th sports hall.
thn councilling rm.
until 5plus.
thn buy lime&lemon smoothie wit aloe vera agains.
&home :D
yays XD
tml going out wit seowwen ; sandra ; yancheiw. :D
hahs (:

2007-10-10T11:45:00.000+08:00

tag replies !

celeste !
slacker dear !
sorrys ehs.
today never peii yoo.
x/
&ii agree nicholas is funny.
loll.
so yoo went bk study agains or ?
so fri hows ?
loveya !

andrew !
either im busy or just want to be alone.
thats why never pick.
&my sms bao ler thats why never repl.
sorrys.
this few days really no mood.

shawn !
blahs !
never repl me on msn der.
stupid zhu !
dumbdumb XD
&ii miss yoo guys x(
blahs !
&&bring her go see aeroplane lurs.
jio her out lurs.
jiayoos ehs !
hahs (:
if yoo dont dare.
ii help yoo jio :D
tc !

post !

blahs !
iimissthem x(
blahs !
bud thats part & parcel of life bar.
hehs (:
esp. blahs ! :D
hehs (:

fabian said no guys lik girls who keep crying.
blahs !
whatever xD
hahs (:
bud will try to change.
cos ii dont want to have anymore sore eyes.
&ii noe it aint worth crying :D
&he is sweet for writing a card back.
xD
hahs (:
iimissthem !
x(

morning assembl. is weird. x/
blahs !
after that eng paper 2.
my summary overshot by 3words.
&ii carnt finish editing it.
blahs !
after exam.
breakfast-ed !
wit wanni :D
went khatib ate.
&bought lime&lemon smoothie :D
&its nicee !
&aloe vera makes me think of smth.
&its lik sooo funny.
&gay :x
hahs (:
blahs !
bud wont elaborate much :D
after that chatted loads of stuff.
soo long never eat wit her ler.
almost half a year ler bar.
after that bought potractor.
cos ii threw away mine.
ii guess.
forgort what th reason was.
whatever xD
hahs (:

&danson tang yu zhe is soo cute.
&ii love him lurs.
LOL.
xD
hehs (:
&he is lik soo shuai.
hahs (:
只欠一句我愛你 !

gonna study my sci after this ! :D

2007-10-09T15:21:00.000+08:00

haiish.
iimissyoo. x(
one message log.
plenty of misses.
&ii do miss th hist.
&ii do miss whatever had happened thn.
how ii wish to turn back time. x/
wit misses !
&it is ambiguous

2007-10-08T12:39:00.000+08:00

tag replies ! :D

celeste !
ii noe.
cos yoo wont scold such a thing.
&sorrys for ps-ing yoo today.
really very tiredd.
if nort would have peii-ed yoo to northpoint.
wed on ?
loveya !

nii-ke-la-shii (: !
orh ookays
hahs (:
didnt noe yoo will tag my blog.
loll.
&noe yoo are nicholas.
just dont noe which one :x
hahs (:
tc !

post ! :D

hehs (:
yays xDD
finally everything is okays.
&back in order xD
hehs (:

studied lik sooo hard for geog ystd.
studied until 0030am.
thn slept.
&ii dreamt bout studying geog.
loll.
&ii was lik half asleep & half awake.
woke up at 2am.
msgmsgmsg :DD
hehs (:
&ii did study in th mean time.
&thanks sen for th notes :D
&slept round 0330am.
&at 0625 was already awake.
before my fone alarm woke me up.
loll.
thn wash up.
&was lik earlier than usual.
as dad fetched me instead of mum.
&thn studied geog.
&melvin owe me 1million dollars xD
hahs (:
cos of last fri.
he say if ii never get caught he give me 1million dollars.
bud as if he will have th money to pay up. :x
hahs (:
thn ii forget to bring calculator.
thn need to use mar.
cos th sum too big ler.
thn at first mdm tan dont allow to borrow calculator.
in th end when th second tcher came in she allow us to use.
:D
thn borrowed from weibin.
&thanks ! :D
hahs (:
thn last 40mins.
rushed through everything.
thn managed to finish on time :D
hahs (:
&in th morning get caught for my ear stud.
x/
&gort back after th paper.
:D
thn went wit eric & victor & celeste after sch.
after lunch-ed.
studied in mac :D
&hm.
&im really veryvery tiredddddd.
blahs !
going to orh orh soon ii guess.
:D
hehs (:

&yoo are exceptional :DD

2007-10-07T15:00:00.000+08:00

tag replies ! :D

S kor !
dumbdumb.
thanks for th advice.
&jiayoos on wed hors :x
hehs (:

shihao !
gor ! :D
okayokays.
finefine.
add me on featured friends ehs.
sooo long havent add.
hehs (:
&do handshakes really work ?
hmmms.
ii dont noe either.
:x
hehs (:

andrew !
orh ookays.
blahs.
&thanks.

celeste !
dear ! <3
iilovemydear !
hehs (:
sausage mcmuffin are nice xD
&studying at 215 nort bad lors.
dont noe why yoo say soo hot.

Nii-Ke-La-Shii . (: !
ehs who are yoo ner ?

post ! :D

hehs (:
okays finally my mood muchmuchmuch better.
hehs (:
wheees xD
lallallalla ! :D
hehs (:

blahs !
okays im lik sooo tired.
studied lik th whole morning.
&im hungry x/
&ii mean very hungry.
&ii want to drink campbell soup.
tho had it this morn.
loll.
tml is geog.
&goodlucks to me &everyone bar xD
hehs (:
blahs !

&anyways thanks to celeste & shihao & jarridan & andrew :D
appreciated loads !

PS : SHIHUI DO LOVE BLACK KEYS !
hehs (:
&blahs.
how to make yoo nort angry x(
haiish.
sorrys.

2007-10-06T21:57:00.000+08:00

只欠一句我爱你
歌手：唐禹哲专辑：爱我

你微微的笑　
溫暖我的心
讓我有了　
沖勁動力
于是我又鼓起了勇氣
決定要瘋狂愛上你
千千萬萬的愛意　等不及
涼風徐徐的提醒　我和你
只欠一句我愛你　
沒膽親口告訴你
想要照顧你　好好疼你
只差一句你答應　
點頭說你也願意
和我在一起　手牽著你　
緊緊抱著你

haiish.
this song is really nicee.
&its veryvery meaningful.
&it made me bought tang yu zhe danson album.
haiish.
&ii still carnt forget.
just want to say no matter what.
ii will be there.
for yoo.
haiish.
iiloveyoosnomatterwhat

2007-10-05T17:03:00.001+08:00

im just a useless girl.
ii only noe how to cry.
make a scene of myself.
how can ii stop ?
how ?
ii really hate my life.
whatever ii do.
iim doing for yoo.
yoo didnt bother.
what am ii thinking.
ii really dont noe.
all ii noe im really tired.
wit no one around me.
nth.
ii just feel really weak.
ii have nth.
all ii want is just some support from yoo as my gor.
as simpl as that.
nth else.
&do yoo noe how much it hurt when looking at yoor post.
&im blaming myself for nort giving up.
&im blaming myself for losing a gor.
&im blaming myself for everything.
all ii noe.
ii hate my each&every action.
&no matter what.
as long as yoo are happy.
ii will be happy for yoo bar.
cos ii carnt do anth else.
hope yoo will be wit her.
cos deep down ii really want to see yoo smile.
thats all ii ever wanted.

2007-10-04T17:49:00.000+08:00

tag replies.

S kor.
fuck mans.

celeste.
dont be mad dear.
loll.
&blocking is fun rights ? :x
&seriously darlie is better than th sun.
cos its much cuterrrrr !

post.

today have chi paper 1.
&so sad mans.
haiish.
after that went to find celeste.
&went to th bookshop to photocopy stuffs.
after that went to take bus to northpoint.
went to food court.
eateateat.
thn went to bk.
&mugged.
&omg lurs.
haiish.
dont wish to interprete on it.
&fuck mans.
yoo think yoo are th only one who can scold fuck yoo.
&pls do think before acting next time.
&im lik sooo wrong bout yoo.
ii carnt believe it lurs.
fuck.
&stop acting lik that will yoo.
blahs !
whatever.
went home wit wanni.
&studied downstairs.
for 2hours ehs.
&thankyoos to shihao & jarridan & celeste.
haiish.

ii still carnt get him out of my mind.
haiish.
iimissyoo !

2007-10-03T18:10:00.001+08:00

haiish..
im really really sorry.
would yoo ever understand ?
all ii hope now is miracle to happen.
hoping that yoo will just treat me as a mei.
nothing else more than that.
&ii really regretted.
&all ii could do is just keep on crying.
&it really did hurt //
ii really didnt wish this to happen.
if im given a chance to turn back time.
iim sure ii wont ever had even sent yoo that msg.
ii swear.
&ii really meant it from deep down.
bud is time reversibl ?
nahs.
it carnt.
&all ii can do is wait for a miracle.
haiish.
everything is driving me crazy.
whatever ii do.
ii would think of yoo.
even talking to others.
just whys ?
haiish.
&iistilldomissyoo. x/

2007-10-02T16:55:00.000+08:00

tag replies ! :D

celeste !
slacker dear !
nono.
hyhld is definitely th most cutest person in this entire universe.
xD
so what if he melt.
he melt means yoor teeth will get decay-ed ehs.
hahs (:
&sun have UV rays ehs.
can make yoo have skin cancer ehs.
hahs (:
emodear loves slackerdear !
hehs (:
&yoo dare stab me mehs ?
xD
ii yoor dear ehs.
stab me no more me ler lehs.
yupyups.
my dear is emo.
&yoo noe ii very zi high der ar.
lik everyday ii there zi high.
unless ii nort happy that day.
loll.
loveya loads ! :D

shawn !
yar lurs.
sorry lurs. :D
&ii linked ler lurs.
bud ii didnt say that im crazy & ask yoo put it in yoor bloggy :D
loll.

andrew !
donald duck !
loll.
ii aint a xiao mei mei lurs.
xiao mei mei nice to call mehs ?
anyways linked :D

post ! :D

im boredboredbored ! XD
loll.
blahs !
even tho talking to shihao :D
hehs (:

blahs !
slept at 1plus.
&ii was lik falling asleep in class.
thanks to andrew th donald ducky.
blahs !
morning assembly as usual.
had d&t & need to redo afew stuffs.
&ii carnt finish up my artifact thos.
rarhs !
hehs (:
after that sci.
went through paper.
&ii forgotten to bring x/
recess ! XD
&lik omg lurs xD
hehs (:
chi lesson chatted wit phyllan&sen.
its lik soo freak boringgggg.
&ms lim never come.
so geog lesson was self studying time.
eng was going through compre.
&ii actually fell asleep.
blahs !
after sch still gort maths supp.
thn after that went to 7-11 there buy cheese fries xD
its niceee !
after that came back sch for sci supp.
thanks weibin for helping to print th worksheet :D
&after that went to khatib.
bought bubbletea.
honeyredtea :D
&&lime & lemon smoothie is nice.
wit nata de coco xD
loll.
thn home :D

&if yoo dont noe me well.
pls dont ever seem to be lik very close wit me.
&dont ever control wit my personal life.
cos its my life.
ii hate peopl to control me.
&yoo aint me.
&dont try to be a smart alex.
&think yoo noe everything.
lik yoo noe me for years.
do yoo understand.
&ii dont give a damn to what th hell are yoo thinking.
&dont ask some retarded questions.
which is sooo obvious there is no need to ask me.
even tho ii noe yoo are trying to be nice.

2007-10-01T17:10:00.000+08:00

tag replies ! :D

jesny ! :D
will relink asap kays ?
hehs (:

shihao ! :D
lameshyt lurs yoo.
as if yoo dont noe who are they liddat :x
hehs xD
&thankyoos tho :D

post ! :D

okay im lik soo freak tired today.
slept at 1plus.
&sorrys if ii gave yoo attitude today in sch.
or scold yoo.
sorrys.
aint in a good mood.

saw seow wen when going to sch.
&ii guess im lik soo freak late.
than usual ii guess.
still owe anna&celeste their prezzie.
after that sci.
copy whole loads of ans.
for lik 3chapters lurs.
omg.
loll.
after that watch leonardo da vinci movie or video or smth liddat.
fell asleep after 15mins.
:x
hehs (:
recess ! :D
saw smth cute xD
2moredays ehs x(
&iiwilldomisshyhld. x(
lit was writing smth.
think to celeste it will be crap.
haiish.
after that chi.
gotta do newspaper article or what.
eng did compre.
it was sooo boringgg.
after sch went toilet slack until geog supp.
thn go back class.
after that go 7-11 eat cup noodles xD
wit slacker dear ; celeste.
thn home xD
&on th way saw smth cuter than sunsun XDD
hehs (:
&me & celeste was argueing who is cuter.
bud no matter what darlie is definitely th cutest xDD
cos it is irreplaceabl xDD

&&iilovehyhld<3

2007-09-30T17:35:00.000+08:00

just woke up 1hour ago.
ii was there thinking.
listening to that song.
thinking&reflecting on myself.
everything that ii did.
time really is smth that goes very fast.
&yoo carnt do anth to make time rewind.
yoo carnt go back to th past.
yoo can only move on.
&continue walking.
towards th future.
known yoo for 4mths.
&there goes a 4mth friendship.
ii was waiting.
waiting for a miracle.
lik yoo.
bud ii noe that this miracle
aint gonna happen.
cos ii noe.
deep inside.
ii tell others.
nahs. ii dont lik him.
bud deep inside ?
ii said ii dont care.
ii dont bother.
ii dont want to have anth to do wit it.
thn why ii rmb everything ?
why even tho ii deleted yoor no.
why it still gort stucked in my head.
why ?
why did ii kept thinking.
whys ?
each&everytime in sch.
ii try to avoid.
&why did it ache ?
why deep down ii wanted to see yoo.
&care ?
last fri.
ii didnt even dare to walk past.
ii waited for yoo to walk down th escalator.
ii didnt wanted to see yoo.
bud deep inside ?
when you're gone
th pieces of my heart are missing yoo.
when you're gone.
th face ii came to noe is missing too.
ii never felt lik this before.
everything that ii do.
reminds me of yoo.
its been one week.
no contact.
it felt weird ?
those words.
ii never ever thought yoo would say them.
neither did ii ever thought ii would say them either.
bud each&every word did hurt.
those calls.
no matter how long.
it just felt so short.
&by this thurs.
probably ii wont be able to see yoo anymore.
probably ?
ii feel weak inside.
no one understands.
how strong could ii be ?
th ans is ii dont noe.
ii just felt weak.
ii felt inferior.
&no matter what ii do.
yoo wont care.
if yoo did care.
that would be in th past.

love is one big illusion.
ii should try to forget.
bud theres smth left in my head.

when you're gone.
iimissyoo.
bud there's nth ii can do.

2007-09-30T12:40:00.000+08:00

tag replies ! :D

slacker celeste ! :D
dear !
yoo forget we two are what dears mehs ?
- funny
- crazy
- retarded
- evil
- siao dears :D
hehs (:
&ookays.
must wait for me on monday :D
thn go bk mug ?
hehs (:

ahhui !
dont lameshyt lurs yoo.
funny to tag liddat rights ?
hahhas.
blahblahblahs.
&ii aint a water bucket :b
loll.
ahahaha :x
someone fone gort scratches :b

ahhui2 !
lamelamelame.
copy him der lors.
copymao ! :D
hahs.
dumbgor :D

shawn !
yar.
doubt yoo will call bar.
need her only.
mei can no need der bar.
lol.

post ! :D

bhams !
im boreddd !
nth else better to do.
&sheila went offline.
carnt chat wit her.
rarhs !
blahblahblahs !
gonna mug lik mad today x/
&im hungryyyyy xD
&there is nth for me to eat.
hahs (:
siiannnnnnnnnns !
&to somoeone.
yucks mans.
stop being so disgusting lurs.
ii really carnt stand yoo.
&pls.
do change yoor attitude in life.
even tho ii noe my attitude aint better off.
bud yoors is even worst cans.
just act more lik a boy instead of a gay would yoo.
for once.
&nort only me whom carnt stand yoor attitude.
yucks.

2007-09-29T20:36:00.000+08:00

tag replies ! :D

celeste !
hahas (:
finefine.
im more emo.
emo-er than celeste tan simin xD
loll.
(:
eh bout that time yoo say me&him ?
blahs !
this one carnt let him noe :x
shhhs !
cos he lik someone else :x
loll.
&bout my gor things toos ? xD

shawn !
what.
everytime im th one who called yoo.
&in th end when th fone bill come.
ii gort scolded.
yoo never think bout anything.
other than those two.
no offence.

post ! :D

&shihui do love music !
&keys !
&orange toos ! :D

blahs ! :D
hehs (:
its saturday.
chatted on th fone &did maths until round 4am.
after that went to bed.
&ii woke up at 1330.
when my mum off my air con.
which made my room pathetically stuffy x/
blahs !
after that washed up.
ate breakfast.
thn watched teevee.
thn bath-ed.
&went out for piano lesson.
after that went home.
after that lunch-ed.
&used com. :D
after that mug-ed.
&use com agains.
changed blogskin.
&for a simple mind of mine.
a simple skin is good enough :D
hehs (:
&im begining to be hungry x/
rarhs !
hungry hungry.
very hungry.
hungry very.
very hungry !
tada ! :D
hahas.
th childish-ness didnt changed xD
loll.
nothing else to blog ler bar. :D

2007-09-28T19:52:00.000+08:00

tag replies ! :D

victor !
loll.
funny ehs yoo.
&thankyoos !

S kor !
fine lurs.
need me call yoo mehs ?
ii thought gort they two no need me ler.
msg msg msg.
thn callyoo for round 10mins.
talk less than 2mins.
wth.
yoor house no fone mehs ?
keep on miss calling me.
dont noe how to call mehs ?
yoo just dont understand why ii hanged up.
&ii dont give a damn to whoever smile cans.
its none of my business.

celeste !
slacker dear.
dont sad ler lurs :D
be happy :D
hahs (:
cheerups !
no matter what ii will support yoo.
yupyups.
ii definitely more emo than yoo lurs :D
hahs (:
&shhhs !
hahhas.

edwin !
shifu !
gort tell yoo.
ii tagged on yoor blog.
yoo say relink asap whats.
stm ler lurs.
jiayoos for EOYs too :D

post ! :D

&hehs :D

had morning assembly.
after that was paper1.
just finish lik 17mins before th tcher collect.
thn our class was lik th last sec2 to leave cans.
&th recess lik sooo short.
:x
&ee !
saw someone disgusting & shouted ee ! :D
hehs (:
ii do lik that :D
blahs.
&stupid heng yih chyuan dont noe scold me what.
rarhs !
loll.
after that lessons were as per normal.
&maths was lik sooo long cans.
lik stayed back for 2omins.
omg.
loll.
thn sorry ehs celeste !
made yoo wait lik sooo long.
took back home lik 5files.
&is nort flat file.
is ring file.
omg lurs.
thn my bag soo big&heavy.
rarhs !
after that went northpoint.
ate at th food court :D
after that go bk slack.
hahs (:
thn go popular buy graph paper.
gonna mug on maths graph.
loll.
thn was supposed to meet norvin at 1500pm.
&at 1500 he was still in sch.
thn he reached northpoint at 1530.
thn went long john silver meet him.
thn he eat lik soo long.
&th chewing gum is soo disgusting xD
hahs (:
thn jarridan came.
thn wait for them to eat finish.
thn go bk mug. :D
&thanks norvin & jarridan for tching :D
hehs (:
finally understand th electric circuit thing :D
hehs (:
bud maths still agar-agar.
its lik soo hard to understand lurs.
rarhs !
never minds.
ii still gort th workings on my worksheet.
can go study on it tonight :D
hahs (:
thn mr goh came.
&he said norvin lik to pian xiao mei mei :D
hahas.
funny lurs.
thn jarridan say norvin lik th snow white der 7dwarfs der one of them.
hahas.
agree XD
loll.
&after that bought prepaid topup.
omg.
no more money ler lurs.
gonna be broke pretty soon ?
rarhs !
blahs !
&ii saw someone soo ee !
loll.
after that went home. :D
&norvin and jarridan !
thanks for pei me wait th bus :D
hehs (:

2007-09-27T20:12:00.000+08:00

tag replies ! :D

S kor.
lameshyt nar yoo.
:b
dont want call yoo ler lurs.
everytime brrrbrrrbrrr ones.
waste my fone bill :b
hmpfs.
yucks.

V. kor.
orh !
&thanks for today tho.
cheerups ! :D

celeste !
slackerdear !
aint lors ! :D
sorrys ehs. :D

yanchiew !
will link asap :D

post ! :D

my dearest dear burfdae ! :D
hahs (:
celeste !
happy burfdae ! :D

today is raining heavily x/
felt moody bar.
bud whatsoever :D
loll.
&there is lit test today.
didnt study much :x
oops :x
loll.
thn recess studied.
&thankyoos seowwen & yanchiew for helping me buy hashbrowns :D
hahs (:
thn assembly was lik super cool lurs.
th person lik omg lurs.
soo pro cans.
hahs (:
after sch went wit celeste. :D
thn went to northpoint wit kejing & yiling & shirly :D
ate long john silver :D
after that went to buy cake.
choco cake to be exact :D
thn went to 211 there celebrate. :D
funny day :D
&celeste used th choco make on my face.
&kejing used th choco make on yiling face.
funny ! :D
after that haiish.
blahs !
aint going to care anymores ! :D
hahs (:
&thankyoos celeste & victor :D
appreciated loads :D
after went to burger king.
mugged ! :D
after that shawn & fabian came.
&shawn never minds lurs :D
hahs (:
aint gonna bother.
&he is sooo disgusting :D
thn jarridan came.
thn victor & shawn & fabian left.
&jarridan soo dao lors :x
very quiet :x
loll.
&celeste was lik sooo funny lurs.
pokepoke :D
hahs (:
thn she was lik can ii play can ii play.
thn funny lurs.
hahhas.
thn norvin&ziming came.
thn asked norvin buy th dice for me.
since he still owe me money :D
hahs (:
celeste want that toos :D
after that reached home lik soo late lurs.
th bus sooo slow.
was chatting wit shawn.
thn suddenly my fone no batt.
rarhs !
thn celeste !
soo sorrys ehs.
yoor burfdae still made yoo liddat x/
rarhs !
emo dear love slacker dear !
thats all bar.
need to mug ! :D

2007-09-26T18:17:00.000+08:00

tag replies ! :D

celeste !
slacker dear ! :D
omg cans.
andrew looks lik JJ -.-
loll.
&his jokes very lames :D
hahs (:
&do cheerups ehs.
its really aint yoor fault. :D
tml dears burfdae ! :D

S kor !
cheerups lurs.
kays ?
&stupid gor.
never say im nice.
at least fabian said im sweet :D
hehs (:
loll.

fabian !
orh ookays.
fine ! :D
yays XD
hehs (:
hope yoo lik it bar (:

shihao !
ookays.
loll.
bud if yoo do rmb must tell me hors !
:D
already very cheerful today cans.
never cry ler :D
hehs (:
thanks gor !

post ! :D

okays didnt post for two days.
ystd nothing much bar.
&me & celeste prank msg agains.
this time my turn :D
hehs (:
lalalas !
:D
nth ler bar ?
loll.
okays so ii will blog bout today :D
hehs (:
morning assembly turned to my left saw someone ii freaking dont wish to see.
ee !
he soo freak digusting lors :x
hehs (:
loll.
blahs !
boring lessons today.
played wit water babies in class :D
hehs (:
me&sen went to draw using a marker on it.
hahhas (:
after sch still have geog remedial.
&we were late.
after th remedial.
saw another disgusting person.
she really carnt smile mans.
yucks ! :D
hehs (:
after that went to find celeste ; mandyc ; pearlyn ; mellissa .
thn went to burger king.
mugged ! :D
hahhas.
after that celeste gor andrew came.
omg lurs.
looks lik JJ ! :D
hehs (:
&he soo retard mans.
say 2am call me.
cos ii prank msg him ystd.
funny person.
loll (:
thn asked him sci ques.
celeste asked him maths ques.
thn celeste dont understand.
thn he ask celeste who is her tcher.
celeste say dont noe.
thn eh eh eh sch der.
thn andrew say she gort MOE cert. nort that tcher.
thn celeste say yes.
thn andrew ask if celeste gort see before.
thn celeste say yes.
thn andrew said warhs. cos he never see before his tchers MOE cert thn how did celeste saw ner.
thn celeste say she dont understand why her tcher no need calculate th formula straight away get th ans.
thn andrew say cos th tcher gort MOE cert. however celeste dont have.
thats why th tcher straight away can calculate th ans.
thn celeste & ii kept laughing lurs.
somemore he say in lik no expression liddat.
funny.
loll.
&he vandalised celeste maths books :X
hehs (:
there gort his signature somemore.
loll.
&he say
meh meh chi cao.
sheep eat grass.
cao you du.
grass gort poison.
meh meh si qiao qiao.
sheep die.
loll.
funny lurs.
somemore no expressions.
hahhas.
&ii dont always laugh tho. :D
hehs (:
blahs ! thats all.
trying to upload th photos soon ? :D

2007-09-24T22:16:00.000+08:00

南拳妈妈 - 不该结束

窗外的雨停了天空还是灰的
因为爱情也停止了回忆在播放着
在笑容里停格画面会永远留着
给多的是付出少给的不算输
感情不需要胜负我给了你全部
你还是想结束
我祝你永远幸福
快乐的开始不该悲伤的结束
付出多才会了解什么是幸福
快乐的开始祝福的结束
快乐的开始不该悲伤的结束
走到了末路还是会留下祝福
我会牢牢记住你给的全部的全部

haiish.
a million things is lik going through my mine.
when yoo msg me saying sorry.
saying those stuffs.
ii asked myself.
why ii msg yoo that msg ?
why ?
yea. ii managed to say whatever that was on my mind.
bud why ?
why did ii write bout th part bout becoming stranger ?
why ?
bud what can ii do ?
ii already said it.
&yoo just said sorry&forgive yoo.
what else can ii say other thn hoping&wishing that yoo will be happy.
lik my birthday wish ?
holding on wont make me feel any better.
neither letting go ?
&although ii say ii regret knowing yoo.
bud for those times at night.
thanks for chatting wit me at night.
thanks for everything.
&ii truly didnt regret knowing yoo.

2007-09-24T19:54:00.000+08:00

tag replies !

sheila !
loll.
try cheering up bar.

S kor !
orh haiish.
x/

fabian !
thn goodlucks bar ?
haiish.
pls yoo are a guy.
so dont cry.

shihao !
thanks for lik everything tho.
haiish.

crystal !
ookays. <3

elizabeth !
thanks <3

jiahui !
loveyoo toos lurs.

post ;

thanks for making me cry liddat.
loll.
haiish.
aint in a good mood tho.
haiish.
blahs.
haiish.
it really did hurt alort.
those tears.
ii carnt stop them.
haiish.
its really very difficult forgetting.
its really very difficult nort to think.
its really very difficult to nort cry.
tell me what to do.
haiish.
&thankyoos for those who showed concern.
&sorrys to norvin ; fabian ; shawn & shihao & 5A peopl.
caused so much troubl to yoo guys.
esp. shihao.
haiish.
all ii can say even if he dont care.
im still have to go on wit life.
ii carnt allow a small setback ruin my life.
bud its really very hard.
&at least ii still have yoo guys by my side.

2007-09-23T20:51:00.001+08:00

ii hate it.
ii hate everything.
haiish.
yoo never knew th pain.
yoo never knew th reason.
yoo never knew how ii felt.
yoo called me when yoo are bored.
bud where th hell are yoo when im bored ?
where ?
it really did hurt.
to think ii cried while typing.
to think ii showed concern.
to think ii wanted yoo to jio her.
to think ii talked to yoo late in th nights.
to think ii have do all those.
&all ii get was this ?
so im nothing.
just a person to replace her to talk to yoo at night.
yoo noe how much it hurt ?
those messages ?
haiish.

mayb strangers will turn out better for both of us.

2007-09-22T22:38:00.000+08:00

tag replies !

joan !
honey !
ookays.
will go lik asap ?

celeste !
emo dear love slacker dear loads !
hees.
loll.
love studying wit yoo !

dawn !
will relink asap.

cheuktow !
thankyoos !
jiayoos toos for EOYs wor.

S kor !
understand my tag reply meaning ler bar ?
haiish.

jingwen !
relink asap !

post !

blahs !
im just sick&tired understand ?
its really very sickening yoo noe ?
haiish.

slept round 12am.
thn 1am liddat yong han called.
woke up.
thn mugged.
loll.
after that round 3am slept.
woke up round 0945.
after that went to meet sheila.
&ii was late :x
loll.
after that went burger king.
yawns.
didnt studied much.
thn evangeline came.
chatted.
norvin came & left lik pretty fast bar.
haiish.
ben lai very high der lors.
haiish.
thn kan dao ...
thn emo agains .
x(
blahs whatever.
haiish.
after that junfeng came.
itchy hand eh he.
loll.
after that round 1415 left.
cos having piano at 1430.
was late 10mins :x
after that went home.
ate lunch.
thn went to sleep until 2000 liddat
thn went out for dinner.
haiish.
&had mcflurry.

&it really did hurt.
yoo said that shes lik somewhat guo fen.
thn yoo all lehs ?
finee.
they nort close wit me.
ii never admit to them.
bud yoo lehs ?
ii never ever thought that yoo will do such a thing.
why nort just put as msn pm lurs.
liddat let whole world noe bu shi gen hao.
tmd.
put yoorself in his position lurs.
if yoor friends go write yoo lik another girl whom yoo dont lik.
yoo lik it mar ?
yoo will find it irritating only rights ?
yoo will find that th girl lik so bu yao lian lors.
haiish.
x(

2007-09-21T20:09:00.000+08:00

tag replies !

fabian !
yea.
its really very diff.
haiish.
saw that post lurs.
dumb.

S kor !
no need to say.
since yoo already ...
blahs.
whatever.

huishi !
eh say who ehs.
loll.

post !

blahs !
iihateeverything.
&just shut th fck up.
if yoo dont noe anth.
haiish.
wasnt in th right mood since ystd night.

haiish.
cried until eyes was sored x/
&my panda eyes showed.
&sen said its really black.
loll.

morning assembly !
finally.
once ii never ever did agains.
haiish.
pe !
felt lik running round th sch.
bud no one ran.
so didnt.
haiishs.
chatted wit sandra & yanchiew.
until nearly ...
&thankyoos so much sandra&chiew&deborah !
for being there.
sci !
did worksheet stuff.
chi !
having oral next mon.
x/
&mr ng came in.
&he crapped.
ask us go do dont noe what launching.
say what we first batch to do.
thn need to pay 2o.6o lik sooo much cans.
bud through edusave lurs.
loll.
think whole class agreed ?
recess !
came out of th class.
guess who ii saw.
th one ii dont wish to see for this whole day.
&sheila slapped me.
grrs.
6times ehs.
x/
haiish.
&sheila thankyoos too ehs.
for trying to cheer me up.
&thankyoos chiew for th banana walnut cupcakes !
eng !
did comprehension.
boringgg !
geog !
fell asleep during test.
maths !
sheila walked past my class.
ask me go toilet.
went toilet chatchat.
thn back to class.
&maths ended very late.
in th end made celeste & joanne wait.
sorrys ehs !

after sch went to th bus stop.
have ice-cream as usual.
&th same favour too.
after that went back to sch.
thn back to th bus stop.
winnie went wit us.
took th bus to northpoint.
went long john silver.
ate.
chatted.
showed what ii wrote last night.
she said im insane.
loll
bud it does makes sense tho.
after that went to burger king.
&mugged.
shihao ; yong han & dont noe who came.
loll.
didnt chat wit them tho.
haiish.
after that jarridan came toos.
&they left nort long after he came.
after that chatted wit celeste.
&totally have no mood to study anymores.
haiish.
&thankyoos celeste my slacker dear !
for lik everything.
willingly to hear me.
haiish.
after that went to a flat downstairs.
chatted wit celeste.
haiish.
x(
emodear love slackerdear !
thankyoos for everything celeste !

2007-09-20T23:13:00.001+08:00

fuckmans.
haveyooeverthoughthowmyheartfelt?
itfuckinghurts.
yoonoe?
nahs.
allyoocareisheranortanotherher.
sowhatamii?
justsomeonewhoyoocallwhenyooareboredorwhat?
fucks.
&foryoorinformationiiaint.
&whatifimbored.
iimessagedyootocallme.
didyoocare?
didyoomentionboutit?
yoodidnt.
&yoonoehowmyheartfuckinghurtswheniiseeyoorblog?
esp.thatpart.
thtears.
haveyooeverthinkhowmuchiicriedbefore?
nahsyoodontbar.
justcareboutanyone.
&iitried.
witallmymighttoforgetyoo.
doesitworks?
nahs.&what.
iimjustlikafool.
yoonevernoeanything.
allyoocareisboutyoorself.
anortbouthers.
&fuckyoomans.
nortoneher.
istwo.
&fuck.
iireallyhateallthis.
toyooiimeannothing.
justamei.
whenyooareboredyoocancallher.
tochat.
budyoonoetomeyooarewhat?
yoonevereverthoughtofit.
yoorattitudepatheticallysucks.
&whydontyoojustwakeup.
dowellforyoorolevels
&thntrytojio...
she'slikthonlyonewhocaremakeyoohappy.
smile.
iireallyfuckinghateeverything.
&thosetears.
iicried.
iicarntstop.
juneholiswastotallyadifferentthing.
&fuckyooforsayingthatthing.
ithurts.
yoosaidmelikimasubstitute.
whenyoonoeiidolikyoo.
iireallydontunderstand.
justwhyiicarntletgo.
iitryholdingbackthosetears.
yoonoehowdifficultitis?
nahs.allyoocarebouther.
isshestillangrywityoo.
orwhatthefuckingshit.
imreallyverytired.
iidontwishtocontinuewaiting.
imwaitingforliknothing.
justwhyiicarntforget.
dontcallmelerbar.
dontmsgmelerbar.
treatasstrangersbar?
willthathelp?
waiting.iijustterriblyhatemyfuckinglife.

2007-09-20T18:38:00.000+08:00

tag resplies ! x/

fabian !
&ii did repl lors.
ii aint biased cans.
loll.
yoo dare run off.
yoo dumb dumb !
ii noe yoo since march liddat only ehs.
around lik 6mths.
even tho such short.
bud yea it really nice knowing yoo.
gort someone to talk to when im down.
&those crappy stuffs yoo said.
&those after sch chats.
really will miss yoo after yoo guys leave x/
&ii noe im deceiving myself.
bud its really hard forgetting.
im trying nort to think.
trying to forget.
bud ii just dont noe why ii carnt x/
eh ii didnt teach yoo to be bhb.
is shawn :x
loll.

shawn !
cheerups lurs.
&dont ya dare go ... !

celeste !
yeayea im MAD
thankyoos to celeste tan si min my DEAR !
loll.
blahblahs.
love studying wit yoo !
&ice creams on tml ?
heh heh is nicerr & cuter than sun sun ! :b
loll.
&ii love celeste !
after EOYs try spending everyday tgh yeaps ?
loll.
&cantonese lessons ehs. :x

joanne !
orh.
ookays.
<3

victor !
gor thankyoos ?
missya too.
mug hard too.

huishi !
say ehs who ner ?
that dong gua ar ? :x

post ! x/

blahblahs !
didnt post for two days.
&tell me where does heh heh (: stands ? x(

yesterday ! weds !

morning assembl ;
tried hard x/
lit ;
had to copy notes for julia caesar.
loll.
wanting to sleep x/
chi ;
did compo.
&test.
3period ehs.
sooo long.
105mins.
arghhs.
recess ;
boringggg !
x/
maths ;
wanting to sleep soo badly cans.
&dont understand a single thing ms khaw was teaching.
:x
eng ;
had to do compo agains.
compo after compos.
boringg !
ace ;
boringg !
erased all th stuffs on my desk.
hoping it will help in forgeting x/

after sch gladys said no choir.
cos of EOYs.
loll.
celeste MRC osho stopped.
&at first was going home to mug wit sandra.
thn celeste came to find me.
went wit her.
ps-ed sandra :x
sorrys ehs !
after that me&celeste went to third storey.
wanted to find norvin.
in th end 5A no one at all.
equals to norvin nort in class.
lol.
after that went to 3B asked jesny go back door.
gave her her belated burfdae prezie.
hoped she liked it
loll.
after that me&celeste went to bus stop.
had ice-creams
had rasberry ripple
&celeste had choco chips
ate finish.
throw rubbish.
wanted to go find sunsun.
shun bian go make fun of celeste.
bud ...
so didnt went back to sch
dont wish to elaborate.
x/
after that went back bus stop.
thn celeste keep going heh heh.
loll.
thn went to northpoint.
went to burger king.
&mugged :D
bud mostly crapping :x
loll.
thn went to popular after that.
bought orange&white pens.
&paper and letter
&orange is my new love.
other than limegreen & heh heh (:
loll.
&went home round 1850.
&stupid shawn c*** s*** z***g
he at home.
dont want use house fone call me.
made me use handfone call him.
&if shawn dare go ...
ii surely wont&never talk to him
reached home round 1910.
used com.
mouren told me smth.
x/
expected ler bar.
told him to tell him before.
bud what mouren said seems lik came true bar.
cried lik dont noe whats x(
&sheila thankyoos ehs !
&sorry for hanging up so abruptly.
&thankyoos !
after that msg him what ii wanted to ask for 2mth plus.
haiish.
was it a lie ?
yoo knew everything.
yoo knew yoo didnt truly smile.
yoo didnt answer.
haiish.
after that used com.
thn shawn go tell jiahui.
&anyways thankyoos to shawn&jiahui toos.
thn jiahui msg me.
&she do lik th strawberry ii chosed.
loll.
called shawn.
bud didnt feel lik talking on th fone.
hanged up nort long.
haiish.
&he called.
&ii told a white lie tho. :x
tried to sound really as if nth has happened.
tried to sound as happy as ii could.
haiish.
round 2330 hanged up.
really no mood to chat bar x(

today ! thurs !

morning assembly ;
trying real hard x/
geog ;
copied notes.
day-dreamed.
sci ;
had test.
boringgg.
recess ;
chatted.
lit ;
copied notes agains.
boringg !
maths ;
didnt understand a thing.
assembly ;
programe name should be am ii in love.
its cute lurs.
&funny.
loll.
&th songs are pretty nice.

after sch go wit celeste.
had ice creams agains.
&somemore th same one.
bud that senario didnt happen agains.
went to northpoint & burger king agains.
&mugged agains.
loll.
&ii did pretty much notes bar.
&used my orange pen ! x/
loll.
& ii love my dear !
&ii love studying wit her !
went home round 1800.
met huiqi in th bus.
chatted.
loll.
didnt take bud wit her for a long time tho.

yoo just didnt noe.
ii really want to see yoo happy.
really.
ii dont wish too see yoo sad.
yoo may laugh along wit yoor friends joke.
bud it doesnt help.
yoo may nort admit.
yoo may lie.
bud yoo carnt lie to yoor heart tho.
haiish.
ii tried forgeting.
real hard.
tried nort to think.
bud still ...
haiish.
erased everything on my table.
things that me&seowwen wrote.
hoping to forget.
th table look soo clean.
ii aint use to it.
haiish.
th note was deleted.
bud still carnt get it out of my mind.
haiish.

2007-09-18T18:30:00.000+08:00

tag replies ! :D

S kor ;
eh good for yoo&me.
loll.
x(

jingwen ;
really ?
loll.
&thankyoos for relinking.

huishi ;
who ner ?
loll.

sotong ;
thankyoos for relinking.
&love<3

post ! :D

kinda moody x(

morning assembl ;
it is still th same.
&it became my bad habit.
&ii really need to change.
really. x/
d&t ;
dozing off.
&its boringgg.
sci ;
boringgg !
recess ;
ate th same thing agains.
after that went toilet come out saw :DD
loll.
haiish.
why am ii saying this ner ? x/
chi ;
had lollys.
&shawn lied th 2nd time. :x
&ii dont wish him to really go do it. x/
haiish.
geog ;
seowwen came to talk to me.
say why havent ii erase all those things on my table cover.
all those will only make me more sad only. x/
tried to erase everything on my table cover.
bud ii didnt erase ...
haiish.
&when yanchiew helped me use marker to go over that part.
ii was lik no no no. dont need erase.
haiish.
&does deceiving works ?
ii dont noe.
eng ;
shawn walked past wit his classmates.
&he dao der lors.
never wave ones.
wths.
lol.
did summary corrections.
&thn had bingo.

after sch had to go to kampong glam.
x/
had ice jelly wit yanchiew.
thn we were somewhat on time bar.
even tho suppose to 2pm meet.
thn we lik 1410 thn reach there.
loll.
after that went up th bus.
th tour guide very th ... cans.
keep saying dont noe what crap :x
loll.
thn showed magic toos.
reach th place.
walked.
&th sun so big.
loll.
thn go see clay art work.
thn th person there is mdm tan tcher der tcher.
lameshit :D
after that go eateat.
&very funny lors.
we all share here share there.
&keep eateateat
loll.
after that go to traditional toy shop.
very boringg cans.
talked :D
after that go to perfume shop.
&th perfume smell is lik soo strong.
thn walked to a carpark & wait.
sat on th curbs.
desperate times call for desperate measures.
lol.
thn waited for bus.
thn norvin called.
jiahou was using my fone.
thn she thought ii lik norvin.
is lik sooo lol cans.
she thinked too much lurs.
loll.
thn they kept asking what class.
&haiishh. x/
after that reached sch.
thn walked wit yanchiew & sandra to back gate there.
&home. :D
called shawn.
&he th dirty fellow :x
havent bath.
ee ! :x
loll.
&norvin no need help me ! :D
loll.
ii never told yoo ii want to forget mehs ? x/

&what bout heh heh (:
is it forgotten ?

2007-09-17T18:20:00.000+08:00

tag replies ! :D

fabian !
gor.
yea ii noe.
even if th words seems lik ii forgotten.
th heart doesnt
it doesnt help anth.
haiish.
&will miss yoo der lurs ! :D
&thanks for relinking :D

fiona !
thankyoos for relinking thos :D

madelline !
thankyoos for relinking :D

huishi !
eh who say der ner ?
loll.

caiqi !
thankyoos for relinking :D

post ! :D

haiish. x(

morning assembl ;
quickly do my sci mindmap.
forget to do ehs. x/
bud who noes mdm yeo never come :x
loll.
sci ;
2periods ehs.
first period very boringg.
class very quiet toos.
did finish my mindmap.
&second period had stories by mr ng :D
quite funny ehs.
&did all my sci homeworks. :D
CME ;
was dozing off.
x/
slept going to 2am this morning. x/
boringg !
recess ;
ate :D
lit ;
boringgg !
&"thankyoos" to whoever who called my reg no.
loll.
gotta answer one ques.
dont even noe th ans.
thanks seowwen for telling me th guy is a fortune teller.
loll.
chi ;
dozingg !
went through one of th text from th textbook.
had stories too :D
eng ;
boringg
dozed !
first period read newspaper articles.
second did comprehension.

after sch still have geog remedial.
very boringgg. ! :x
sorrys dear & norvin !
made celeste & norvin waited soo long lurs..
bud they are nicee peoples :D
they didnt complaint :D
thn norvin when in 812 met his friends.
after that he went to northpoint.
thn ii went wit celeste to northpoint first.
thn went to comics connection.
after that to burgerking.
&ii mugged :D
loll.
after that celeste didnt feel lik mugging.
thn she wanted to prank.
thn we two msg yong han.
nort fun der lors.
msg to him.
thn he repl asking if ii am shi hui.
-.-
very nort fun !
loll.
dont noe how he noe.
blahblahs.
&gor cheeriies ! :DD
after that went home.
called shawn.
didnt pick should be busy playing soccer.
called fabian.
he rejected my call.
&thn missed call me.
thn ii called him.
&norvin is soo funny.
forget to take his water botter.
ahahas :x
loll.

&why ?
why must yoo rub salt on my wound.
yoo noe how much it hurt.
nahs yoo dont.
why yoo peopl dont ever used yoor brains & think.
even if ii lik so what ?
whats th use.
all ii just noe that.
im nort only deceiving yoo guys.
&im deceiving myself toos.
even tho ii noe ii carnt deceive my heart.
bud what can ii do ?
ii noe even if ii can lie to th whole world.
ii carnt lie to my heart.
even if ii say ii still lik him or ii carnt forget him.
does it change anth ?
nahs.
all ii can do is deceive myself that ii dont lik him anymore.
&that's it.
cos that was what he told me to do.
&all ii could treat yoo is no more that a ... ler bar.

2007-09-16T18:23:00.000+08:00

fuck.
just why do th tears keep falling.
ii just hate that bytch.
fine ii will be nice &nort call her a bitch..
a slut sounds much better ii guess.
arghhs.
&her name is soo freak disgusting.
&why am ii venting out everything on th keys.
th fingers hurts.
bud what.
th tears still keep falling no matter how hard ii played.
th nail th thumb was lik chipped.
yea.
how nice of it.
arghhs !
ii just hate everything.
&im gonna stay strong.
bud could ii ?
haiish.

2007-09-16T13:42:00.000+08:00

tagreplies ! :D

celeste !
&ii love yoo toos !
loved fri mans !
th retarded-ness & crazyness ! :D
sorry ehs.
made yoo walked too :x
&somemore never see darlie.
LOL.
ya !
&ii love darlie cans :D
heh heh ! (:
ii love toothpaste !
yoo love sunlight !
hahhas.
&go study on mon,thurs&fri lehs.
2moreweeks left only ehs.
&pei me buy cards tml cans ? :D

Skor !
yea yoo good in crapping.
loll.
yong han good in being retarded.
so ii gort one crappingass gor.
&gort another retardedass gor.
LOL.
cheerups lurs.
dumbdumb :D

diana !
thanks for relinking thos ! :D

clarice !
thanks for linking :D

eddie !
thanks for relinking :D

cora !
ii love cora toos ! :D

wwen !
sorry ehs.
nort enough time to tag everyone's blog thos.
&lit proj tml must hand in.
omg.
loll.

xigua !
loll.
funny ehs zeh . :D
loll.
okays.
hahhas :x
will join yoo in whacking nangua toos :D
ahhas :x
loll.
&yoor words are contradicting ehs.
loll.
&dong gua cha is nicee ! :D
love zeh !

beigua !
loll.
didnt noe mei will tag toos.
loll.
&love mei ! :D

post ;

eeks !
didnt post for two days.
LOL.

saturday ;

talked to norvin th day before.
craps thos ! :D
he told me a super lame joke.
dont quite get it.
as it doesnt make much sense.
loll.
bud still laughed :D
after that yong han called in.
conference.
&norvin super funny lurs.
reached home still use handfone talk to us.
diaos.
loll.
thn he didnt called back !
bud whatever :x
loll.
thn continued chatting wit yong han.
thn he keep asking yoo noe what.
&thn ii replied what.
he replied nth actually.
LOL.
he is a retarded lurs.
&ii crapped loads.
loll.
round 3am slept.
wake up round 1pm.
yawns.
round 10am.
gort an uncle come tune th piano.
it is soo loud ii awoken.
bud used my pillow to cover my ear.
&went back to sleep :x
loll.
thn had piano lesson around 1430.
was late :x
didnt had anything to eat.
after that called back shawn.
&thn an unknown took up th fone.
only knew it was fabian.
after yong han said it tho.
loll.
&fabian sounded sooo freak gay :x
loll.
after that went home.
&ate nasi lemak :D
loll.
&went to meet weibin ; daniel ; melvin for proj.
&all because of ong sze swee.
ii waited lik sooo long for them lurs.
after that went to daniel house.
his mum is nicee tho.
cut mooncake for us & help me on light :D
loll.
&daniel room is lik omigosh freak clean lurs.
can never fine anything dusty bar.
loll.
&its lik super cosy.
weibin agreed wit me :D
loll.
after that me&weibin used one laptop.
&th boys used th other.
after that iman & sze swee came toos.
&thankyoos shihao for helping me find th research :D
loll.
after that walked home round 6plus.
used com.
wanted to blog.
bud my com was lagging lik dont noe what.
loll.
after that went to watch teevee :D
thn ate dinner round lik 9plus.
thn chatted wit yong han.
&he is mr. dumbo th elephant :DD
loll.
thn shawn called :D
loll.
crapped :D
&was doing my maths revision while talking to them :D
&shawn kept on wanting to hear an jing.
even tho ii didnt want.
wanted to hear qi li xiang :D
loll.
after that yong han said im noisy.
ii didnt replied them.
&he hanged.
very xiao qi :x
loll.
blahblahs (:
after that went to bed round 3.30am.
after hanging wit shawn :D
loll.
he asked me to sleep.
was already very sleepy :x
loll.

sunday ;

had a nightmare bar.
something ii dont wish to happen.
happened.
remembered in my dreams.
ii was going to cry.
bud managed to hold back those tears.
x(
even tho ii said im gonna forget everything.
im trying.
lik what yoo asked me toos.
so ii hold back those tears. x(

omg lurs.
have to do many many things today.
gotta finish my pathetic homework.
&ii gotta do finish my lit proj.
geog worksheet.
&my d&t drawings.
&my maths revision.
gotta finish up chapter 2 & 3 & 5 by today.
hope to finish everything before 12am :x
loll.
&off to do my work.
anort doubt ii can finish it. :x
loll.
that's all.
&celeste dear ! :D
havent send me th pics tho.
loll.

2007-09-14T17:15:00.000+08:00

tagreplies ! :D

edwin ;
shifu !
thankyoos for relinking asap :D
&takecares !

joan ;
honey !
thankyoos for relinking :D

celeste ;
dear !
will relink yoo der lurs :D
loveya !

crappy S kor ;
okayokays.
im smiling :D
loll.
&yoo a nicegor lurs :D
yoo osho must cheerups !
lovegor !

dong gua ;
thankyoos lurs :D

huishi ;
zeh !
next time tag as xi gua ! :D
watermelon !
loll.
&iiloveorange toos :D
hahhas.
&yoo all two ar !
funny ehs. :D

xueqi ;
mei !
next time tag as nan gua bar ! :D
hahhas. LOL.
&ii lik orange tho :x
loll.
next time thn change kays ? :D
rachel gort whack yoo norts ? :x
loll.
&yoo all two ar !
funny ehs :D

elizabeth ;
mei !
stay happy toos wor :D

amanda ;
thankyoos for relinking :D

post ;

iilovemydearceleste :D
hahhas. :D
had loads of fun&laughter :D

morning assembl ;
studied my sci lik dont noe what x/
never studied. :x
pe ;
arghhhs !
ii hate it mans.
gort scolded.
&is lik sooo obvious ii dont noe where to throw cans.
thn gort scolded.
thn other peopl osho throw wrong place never throw correctly.
ii gort scolded others didnt ehs.
hmpfs !
loll.
sci ;
was late 15mins.
thn had sci test.
omigosh lurs.
soo diff.
thn pearlyn&celeste said okayokays nort diff.
loll.
chi ;
tcherr never come.
thn chatted wit seowwen :D
recess ;
ate :D
eng ;
had test.
didnt have any mood to do.
loll.
kinda hard :x
geog ;
did practically nth tho.
thn had homework.
maths ;
had test.
agains !
soo diff :x
nort enough time to do.
alort peopl osho havent do finish tho.
thn measurament is sooo diff.
arghhhs !

thn at first going home wit yanchiew :D
thn celeste came.
thn went wit her&pearlyn :D
lovethem loads :D
their th best tho :D
thn ate long john silver.
&all of us ate th same thing.
celeste said we copied her !
loll.
chatted :D
saw mandyw ; jingwen ; shuting.
after leaving pearlyn went off.
cos she said gort tution.
thn need to leave.
thn thn thn me&celeste went up.
walkwalk.
thn thought of taking neos.
thn took :D
C love S :D
wheees XD
&shihui<3celeste>gummies&marshmallows made my day & so for celeste !
:D
after that went to bus stop sit.
thn go 200plus walkwalk.
thn looklook seesee.
thn went to dont noe which block der void deck there.
chat&crapped.
funny&retarded ! :D
hahhas.
thn we zilians ! :x
loll.
we look sooo retarded !
candid shoots tooo :D
&loveher loads !
after that wanted to go find her kejing mei wit her.
bud have to walk until very far.
thn walked until lib there.
u-turned back.
thn went northpoint.
thn walked until 215 there.
gort one ahma there carnt see properly.
thn carnt press th number she wanted to call.
thn th phone gort prob der lors.
put th coin in.
gort stucked -.-
loll.
thn generous celeste lent th ahma her fone
loll.
after that went to northpoint.
thn we started saying lame.
thn celeste said ;
lame chopchopchop !
hahhas.
thn ii said ;
lame ee chouchou shit ! :D
hahhas.
very retarded.
bud who cares :D
hahhas.
after that went home first.
ps her :x
sorry ehs !
thn she msged me ! :D
yays XD
next week whole week going wit celeste :D
except for tues&weds.

our plans ! :D

monday;
go 500plus there walkwalk.
see gort what to eat.
&slack agains :D
tues ;
gort th learning journey or dont noe what thing.
gotta go little india.
my class going wit 2E & 2B. :D
celeste class ! :D
wed ;
gort choir.
&celeste have MRC toos. :D
thurs ;
going to 400plus :D
&fri ;
going somewhere far from yishun bar :D
hahhas.
mayb taking a bus thn see where we want to stop.
thn stop.
&go walkwalk.
never tried that.
&celeste & ii want to try it :D
hahhas.

loves outing wit dear ! :D
wahahahas !
pics gonna be uploaded in th next post :D

why am ii still staring blankly.
looking upstairs.
whys ?
&her.
she alreadys gort a stead.
shes already having a happy life , smiling.
she moved on.
why carnt yoo.
just dont want to see yoo sad agains.
&be wit her, if yoo lik her bar.
&guess yoo will be much happier toos :D

&iilovedarlie :DD teeheehee !

2007-09-13T18:30:00.000+08:00

blahblahs :D
2nd post !
hehhehhe !
it's time to forget ler bar :D
those happy times & unhappy times.
those laughters & tears.
&ii aint gonna believe anymore !
thats what ii called forgeting :D

2007-09-12T19:05:00.001+08:00

PS ; iiloveyoo ! :DD